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Whitney

2012-02-12T18:56:00.000-05:00

I came on Twitter last night and saw the trend
saying Whitney had died. I thought it was another
death hoax. When I went on google to see it was
true..my heart felt sick.

Did I know Whitney Houston, personally? No, she felt
like part of my extended famous family. I was 15,
when Whitney burst on the screen. Since then, she
has been a constant presence in music and movies for
me. My mom and I even went to see her in Radio City
Music Hall many year ago.

How she died is still unclear. The past years of
her life mired with drama and drugs. I like to
believe that she was turning things around and
allowing herself to soar again. Especially with
her starring in the remake of the movie: Sparkle.
Her fans around the world including myself mourn her
passing. My heart goes out especially to her family.
They didn't lose an icon, they lost their beloved one.

Everyone has there favorite Whitney songs
and movies, here are mine.

Songs:
If You Say My Eyes are Beautiful
(duet with Jermaine Jackson)
I Wanna Dance with Somebody
My Name is Not Susan
Run to You
Queen of The Night
I'm Every Woman
I Believe In You and Me
Hold On, Help Is On The Way
Could I Have This Kiss Forever
(duet with Enrique Iglesias)

Movies:
The Bodyguard
The Preacher's Wife

May Angels light your way to your celestial
home, Whitney.

Leo moon

2012-02-07T17:50:00.000-05:00

Happy Full Moon everyone.

This is one of my favorite Full Moons.
I call it the Fame Moon in honor of it
being the Full Moon in Leo.

All my Leo Sun and Moon sign babies, this
is your Moon!! For the rest of us, we can
still use the fiery and creative energy of
this Moon.

I call this the Fame Moon because Leo energy
lets people know they are here! This Full Moon
reminds us to not hide our light and shine
so everyone can see. If we hide, then the people
we need to serve or help with our talents,
can never find us.

So, take the pledge tonight to toot your
own horn, let people know what your talents
are and if there is something you really want,
go for it. Because the good side of Fame
can change the world for the better.

Shine on everyone!!

Happy Full Moon

Dream Thought # 39

2012-02-04T00:04:00.002-05:00

My eyes are an ocean in which my dreams
are reflected. - Anna M. Uhlich

Spring is coming.

2012-02-02T00:12:00.010-05:00

Feb 2nd is a day celebrated in many names:
Imbolc, Candlemas, Groundhog Day.

It is a day of honoring light and the
first stirrings of Spring. Depending
on where you are right now, Spring may
feel so faraway. Take heart, Spring
is coming.

* For today, light your candles.
You can put one candle in each
room in your house.

* Buy lovely flowers especially
in white and yellow to decorate.

* Bake or eat things with dairy products
in it.

* Make a list of your Spring goals.
And take stock of your Winter goals.

Wishing you all a beautiful Thursday.

January 24th

2012-01-24T05:50:00.005-05:00

Yipee. It's My Birthday

I may run out of ways to have fun on
my birthday or places to do so. I'll
never stop celebrating my birthday.
I hope you always celebrate your
birthday too.

Our Birthdays mark our grand entrance in the world.
It always should be honored. For
every birth is a new dream born for a parent.
Now, that I have my own little one,
I understand that so much more.

The changes from this year to last
year are so deep and profound. All
I can say is I'm ready for my 43rd
year to begin. Ready to make it
great and beautiful.

Look at me many moons ago at
almost 3 years old.

To all my fellow Aquarians out there,
I'm sending you Birthday wishes, too.
Even if today isn't your birthday, make
it a great day for yourself.

New Moon in Aquarius

2012-01-23T00:20:00.004-05:00

Woo hoo. It's The New Moon in
Aquarius. It's also the Chinese
New Year: The Year of The Dragon.

I'm so excited about this New Moon
because it's in my sign: Aquarius.
All my fellow Sun sign and Moon Sign
Aquarians, this is our Moon.

For everyone, the New Moon in
Aquarius is perfect to rev
up some of that sluggish winter
Energy. Aquarius is the sign of electric
energy, dazzling insights and
social change.

* Write down all your bright ideas
in a book then take action on them
one at a time.

* Take the plunge to join an organization
or cause you feel passionate about.

* Call up long lost friends and reach
out to say hello.

* Have a secret obsession, let it out and
see how it feels being free with it.

* Wear colors in Shades of Blue and Silver.

Wishing you all beautiful New Moon Monday.

P.S. If you have any special ways you
like to celebrate the New Moon, please
share with me. I love to hear all.

Happy Friday 13th

2012-01-13T16:52:00.000-05:00

Happy Friday the 13th.

One of my good friends told me
that on Friday the 13th, you should
make 13 wishes for yourself.

I like that idea of looking
at Friday the 13th as something not to fear.
So make your wishes and see what will
come to pass.

Guess what we have two more Friday the 13th's
this year: April 13th and July 13th.

Here are a few of my wishes concerning my acting:

1) Write, star and film a 5 minute short.
2) Act in a film opposite my beloved, Mark Hamill.
3) Book mommy and son print work for me and Jacob.

What are your wishes this year? Write them down
and see what happens.

Happy Wishing, my friends.

Here's a picture I took last week of my
Jacob. He is my best wish that came true.

Wolf Moon

2012-01-09T19:15:00.002-05:00

This is the first Full Moon of
2012.

This moon has many names, I like
best: The Wolf Moon.

The myth of the lone Wolf is
a big thing in our culture. In actuality,
Wolves run in packs. They are loyal to
their family.

The Wolf Moon rises under the sign of
Cancer. The watery energy of Cancer
makes this a night full of deep
feelings.

For all my Cancer sun and moon signs
this is your Moon! For the rest of
us we can use that beautiful Cancer
energy to fuel new projects full
of love you like to accomplish this year.

If you like to go deeper with the Wolf
Moon, here are questions for you.

Ask yourself what and who are you
loyal to?

Is your loyalty justified or perhaps
you need to find a new pack to fit
who you are now?

Are your feelings aligned with how
you live or perhaps it's time to be
truly authentic with yourself?

Have you caged yourself too long
and do you need sweet freedom?

For myself since I have a new
"pack" with my husband and son,
I will spend tonight thinking of goals
and dreams I want to accomplish for
my new family.

I'm wishing you all a beautiful
First Full Moon of 2012.

And as an early heads up, in August
we will have two full Moons!!

Joy for 2012

2012-01-05T12:46:00.000-05:00

Happy New Year, everyone.

Thank you all for your condolences for
my brother's passing. My bro was
optimistic and full of life. His funeral
though sad was filled love and tributes
to the great influence he had over everyone.

My word for 2012 isn't going to change. In
fact my brother I know would approve.

My word for this year is Joy.

Every day, I want to attract, do, manifest
and feel joy daily. It doesn't have to be big to bring
joy in my life and my family. Sometimes it's the small
things that can make us feel joyful.

I love to hear what your word is for 2012.
Please share.

Farewell to 2011

2011-12-31T11:00:00.002-05:00

It's time to say farewell to 2011.

This has been a unforgettable year for me.
My word for 2011 is Creativity.

Did I ever create big things in my life:
Becoming Pregnant, Giving Birth to Jacob
and Getting Married.

As well as discreating things that no longer
serve me: getting rid of debt, leaving my
job, getting rid of things to make room for
baby.

Also, the sad things that can accompany any
year: Death. I lost a cousin this year and
on Thursday, my beloved brother died unexpectedly.

In any year there can be stunning beauty and
deep felt grief. We have to take the good and the bad.

I look forward to 2012. I hope you all do.
Your life can look like your dreams. It takes
patience, courage and fortitude.

Dream Big, my friends! Wishing you all
a bright and shiny new Year. See you
right back here in 2012.

Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T00:00:00.002-05:00

Merry Christmas! Here is a reposting from 2008 of me
reading Twas The Night Before Christmas. Enjoy!

The Sun Returns

2011-12-22T01:27:00.000-05:00

It's the first day of Winter, something
else magickal happens today. It is also the
Winter Solstice.

From this day forward, the Sun begins its
return back to us...

That's right every day the Sun will stay
a bit longer. By my birthday in late January,
the sun sets around 6pm.

To celebrate the Winter Solstice you can...

Get up and greet the Sun.

Burn yellow and orange candles.

Wear colors of the sun on you in
form of clothes and jewelry.

Make a wish of what you like this
returning Sun to shine it's light down
on brighter for you.

Write I love Winter list of things
you like to accomplish this season.

Celebrating the Winter Solstice is
a great way to bring some quiet and
reflection as the seasons turn in the
midst of this busy Holiday season.

I'm wishing you all a Happy Winter and
Solstice.

2011-12-17T13:00:00.021-05:00

Happy Sunday.

It has been an intense two weeks.
I find being a new mom is like
being on stage with no script.
Pure improv 24-7. There have
been beautiful moments and other
moments where I feel painfully inadequate
as a Mom. I'm learning.

These are my four favorite things that have
helped me during these past two weeks:

1) Fisher Price Newborn Rock -n- Play.
Jacob loves this. So do we. It is bright,
cute, lightweight to move from room to room.
If anyone is pregnant or just had a little one
this is a must have.

2) Raising Hope which comes on Tuesdays, 9:30 pm. It is
a hilarious show with a sweet tender side. The premise is
Jimmy Chance unexpectedly finds he is a father of a
six month old girl after his one night stand with a
serial killer. Yes, I did say serial killer. His mom and dad,
along with maw maw all pitch in to help Jimmy raise Hope.

3) The Actor Within: Intimate Conversations with Great Actors by
Rose Eichenbaum.
Acting has taken a back seat for a while. Reading this book
filled with interview with Ruby Dee, Hector Elizono, C.C. H. Pounder
Joe Mantenga to name a few made my acting heart sing.

4) My husband, Sean.

I call him the baby whisperer.
His experience of taking care of his little brother when he
was a baby along with his calm and laid back nature. Makes
me feel at ease all the time. One of the many reasons why
I married him.

What is your favorite things. Please share, I love
to hear them.

Happy Monday

2011-12-12T19:30:00.001-05:00

Happy Monday.

Did you all enjoy the full moon in Gemini? The clouds
here hid her from me. I could still feel her lunar touch.

I have survived my first hands on week of motherhood. Sean
and I have been doing the around clock feeding for
Jacob. So it's little sleep..still it's a joy
to wake up to see Jacob's happy face. Or to kiss
Sean and call him husband.

I'll be back again this week with a regular post.
Also popping in with some new Jacob pics as well.

Hope you are all having a great Monday. Is it just
me or is it unreal that Christmas is about two weeks
away?

My New Family

2011-12-01T14:45:00.000-05:00

Hi everyone. I have wonderful news to share.

First, Jacob, is coming home tomorrow!
YAY!!!!!

Sean and I are so happy. It has been two months
of him being at the NCIU at our local hospital.
The grind of that experience has worn us both
out. Our reward is Jacob is healthy and strong.
He's now almost up to 5 pounds.

Here are some pics. This was last Thursday in
his infant incubator.

This is from Monday. Here's Jacob sleeping in
his bassinet.

Big Thank you to all for your encouragement, love and
your own preemie stories with me. It helped me get through
this challenging time for me and my family.

But wait there is more...Sean and I got married last Friday!
This is us right before leaving to go to City Hall.

We had no idea you had to wait 24 hrs after the marriage
license to get married. So we had to get a special waiver
to get married on that day. Here we are being married
in front of the judge. I am now Mrs. Graham.

Hearing those marriage vows in person, almost made me
cry with happiness. We always wanted to get married
with just two of us. We couldn't have picked a more
perfect day.

It has been a whirlwind few months. I am happy
to kick off December with my new family
all together. I'm also happy to share this all
with you. Have a beautiful weekend, everyone.

11/11 wishes

2011-11-11T23:22:00.000-05:00

Hi my friends. I've missed being here.
With my daily trips to the NICU unit and expressing
milk on a schedule all for Jacob has consumed most of my time.

You can read all the books, hear stories from your friends
or your own mom. Nothing prepares you for motherhood like
actually experiencing yourself.

Though I'm tired and wish Jacob home with us every day.
I'm happy to be a mom and that he is here.

Today is 11/11/11. A day to make wishes and celebrate
all the good you like to come your way. Being on
Veterans' Day, I hope some of that 11 magic goes
to our Vets who deserve it.

Speaking about wishes, Here is one of my deepest wishes
come true: Jacob. He is now 3 pounds and 6 oz.
Most of his wires are gone except his feeding tube.
My little Pumpkin prince is doing so well.

Happy Halloween

2011-10-31T17:28:00.000-04:00

Greetings. I'm Constable Ichabod Crane of
New York. You may ask why I am here?

My friend, Shell is a new mom, as you know. Her son,
Jacob is doing well. Almost to 3 pounds now.
She has her fingers crossed perhaps he will
be home for Thanksgiving. Since Shell is busy,
I naturally offered to take over her
Halloween post.

I must admit. Before I came to Sleepy Hollow,
I didn't believe in Ghouls or Goblins. Especially,
Headless Horseman! Alas, my eyes have been opened.
My own mother, a child of Nature, perhaps had
she lived long enough would of taught me more
about the magic of this night: Halloween.

Truthfully, the magic goes beyond this night.
From All Souls Day to Dios De Los Muertos. The doorways
between our world of the living and the dead are
open. It's not a time to be afraid. A time to
honor our ancestors. To light a candle, remember
a favorite story of a loved one, or even ask
for guidance from your departed ones. Our
dream world is a place where we can always
find those who we love again until
we join them in the hereafter.

It is getting late my friends. My beloved Katrina
is waiting for me. I must not tarry. On behalf of
myself and Shell, wishing you a wonderful Halloween.

New Moon in Scorpio

2011-10-26T20:45:00.000-04:00

Happy New Moon!!

The Scorpio New Moon bring an energy of sensuality,
mystery and releasing the old.

You may find new truths to be revealed to yourself.
Or perhaps shedding of old ways to reach further
than you ever could before.

For all my Scorpio babies out there in Sun and
Moon sign, this is your Moon!!

For the rest of us, you can...

Burn red or black candles.

Do your best to release burdens that have been bringing
you down.

Spend time to deepen your intuition.

Look into your family history and unravel
stories you never knew about your ancestors.

Rev up your sexual energy. Eat spicy food,
take the lead in being an initiator in
your intimate encounters. (wink.)

You get the idea. Most of all do what
captures your imagination under this
New Moon.

Happy Friday

2011-10-21T12:46:00.000-04:00

Happy Friday! I had a great Thursday. When I went in
to see Jacob yesterday, I actually got to hold him for the
first time. I held him for a whole hour. For both of us,
it was the best feeling in the world!!

Jacob is gaining his weight. Hopefully, most of the tubes
he's connected to will be gone in a couple of days.

Thank you all for your love and encouragement to me.
Sharing your own stories about preemies.
It means the world to me and Sean.

Hopefully, in another week, I'll be able to share
pictures of my Jacob with all of you.

BTW, one of my favorite bloggers, Vanessa of
A Fanciful Twist is hosting her annual Halloween
Party this Saturday. Go check it out.

Have a great weekend. See you back
here on Monday.

A New Hope: Jacob

2011-10-13T21:56:00.000-04:00

Happy Thursday, everyone.
I know you all have been wondering why I haven't been
posting lately.

Late September, I went in for a prenatal visit.
Because of certain factors in my pregnancy, I was
transferred to my local hospital for observation.

That observation lasted for a ten day Hospital stay.
(Can I add that I really dislike Hospitals, despite
that fact my mom is a retired Nurse.)
In that time, I delivered via c-section my son , Jacob, on October
3rd.

My sweet little Jacob is a preemie. He was born at 28 weeks.
Because of that, he has to stay at the local hospital
until he is strong enough to come home.

Sean and I are hoping that he will be home sometime in December.
I go to the NICU daily to be with Jacob. Sean and I go
together on the days he's not working.

I am grateful Jacob is here. If you ever had a preemie
or know someone who has. It can be stressful to see
your little one hooked up with tubes. Not being able
to bring your baby home like other parents.

Jacob is now two pounds. He is getting stronger everyday.

I wanted to let all of you know. I am finally a Mommy.
I am happy my Jacob is here. Looking at him fills my heart
with deep pockets of love.

As soon as I can, I'll try to post a picture of him soon.

I'll be back to posting with some regularity. Have
a great weekend, everyone.

New Moon in Libra

2011-09-27T23:05:00.000-04:00

Happy New Moon in Libra.
The New Moon is time to make a New Moon wish
or I like to write a New Moon check for things, ideas
or even people to attract under the New Moon.

Libra is all about balance, harmony, beauty and flow.
If something in your life is wonky, now the
time to get it back on track. Or allow yourself
to get out of your own way.

All the Libra babies out there, this new moon
sparkles more for you.

Enjoy the New Moon. Look for Lady Moon's
rise in the sky at least three days from
now. When she'll appear like a lovely
glimmer in the sky.

Happy Autumn

2011-09-24T12:59:00.000-04:00

I know I'm a day late. Hey, it's the
second full day of Autumn!
Can you smell the apple cinnamon
or pumpkin spice in the air?

I can't wait for when the leaves
turn beautiful colors and the long
nights come.

Thank you all for the love on
the pictures of me. I plan
on uploading some more soon.

I have a new doctor now, I
have been ordered on bed rest.
Which is a challenging when your
a person like me who likes
to go out and do stuff.

Sigh. It's all for the good
of the baby and me.

Here is a picture of my Autumn
Altar to celebrate the new season:

I have my bunnies and faerie girl in the back.
To represent the beauty and harvest feeling of Autumn:
a sunflower, pumpkin, basket and a real apple.
Candles in orange and red, along with crystals
in clear quartz and citrine.

To end this celebration of Autumn on a sweet and funny way:

A picture of my Mabel sleeping and for
this video from Puss in Boots.

Have a great first weekend of Autumn, everyone.

Baby Baby

2011-09-22T12:23:00.000-04:00

Happy Thursday, everyone.

Finally after fixing problems
with my camera, here are the latest
pictures of me and my growing baby belly.
I'm 26 weeks now.

Here I am looking out at the Horizon...

Baby and I are feeling The Force...

Trying my best to be a sexy Mama...

Yet, I'm still silly as ever...

Embracing your Anger

2011-09-19T00:30:00.004-04:00

“Anger is a great force. If you control it, it can be transmuted into
a power which can move the whole world.” William Shenstone

I had a terrible Saturday morning.
Everything that could go wrong did.
I found myself in a situation where disrespect and
compassion flew out the window.

What do you do with your anger?
I decided tonight. I let my anger flow out of me.
Then tuck away this experience to use again.
Perhaps writing about it to help others?
Or performing my experiences?
Become an Activist because of all this?

Anger is meant to be listened to.
Not stuffed down or disregarded.
If something has happened to you that angered and upset you.
Express your anger. Use it for good.
Be the voice for others who can't speak or afraid to.

Sometimes, the voice we are waiting to speak
up is our own.

Having Fun

2011-09-16T13:34:00.000-04:00

Happy Friday, everyone.

I had an up and ride week from swelling feet
to baby kicking like crazy to finally getting the crib
up. Crib up taken care by my sweetie pie, Sean.

As I begin to waddle more, I've more and more
tried to incorporate more fun in my life. By nature,
I'm a sunny kind of person. Dealing with healthcare
providers, rearranging my home and all that unwanted advice
coming from all areas have made me sometimes cranky.
Downright moody. I felt the need to put
my Vader gloves on.

I'm doing my best to up my happy quotient.
Feeling happy doesn't cost money. Means
find ways to make yourself smile more.
To finding a new way to wear that same old
skirt, watching a favorite film daily,
cooking a totally new recipe.

We are energy in bodies. Fun energy attracts
fun things in our lives. Having fun makes
you feel lighter, smile longer and open
your mind to great ideas.

Today is Friday. The week's end. Schedule
some Fun today. Especially if you had
a long and cranky week. Put in some
fun for the weekend. See how it feels
and let me know.

I'm going to have fun today by rocking
my favorite silver earrings, get a really
good healthy smoothie and waddle around
to get fresh air.

Have a fun and great Friday.

Harvest Moon

2011-09-12T01:01:00.013-04:00

Tonight the luminous Harvest Moon rises.

It is a special moon because it appears
to shine brighter than other moons.

The Harvest Moon reminds us of the coming
Autumn and her sister, Winter that follows
on her heels.

The Harvest Moon asks what seeds have
you sown? And what has ripened in your
life ready to be used?

This Harvest Moon is lit up by dreamy
Pisces. If you are a Pisces, well this
is your moon. For the rest of us, what
can we do under this Pisces Harvest Moon.

* Wear shades of blue and green in clothes
or light candles in this color.

* Donate money to organizations that protect
Mama Ocean and all that dwell in her realm.

* Purchase a notebook to record your night
dreams.

* Make a commitment to at least ten minutes
daily to get quiet and calm, to hear your
intuition speak to you.

* If you have any recent pain or hurts that
have happened in your life. Write them down.
Burn the paper with what you wrote and throw
the ashes in your toilet. Flushing them away
from your life.

* Write a fan letter. Is there a special person
who means a lot to you that you never told, now
is the time. It can be someone famous or a mentor
of yours. Show your love.

As always, whatever you decide to do under this
Full Moon..be safe, have fun and make it meaningful
for you.

This is Cassandra Wilson's cover of Neil Young's
Harvest Moon. Love her version.

2011-08-24T16:35:00.000-04:00

Maybe it's the Late Summer blues or that wonderful
pregnancy tiredness. I'm feeling the need to fill
up my creative well. I'll be taking a break and
return in early September. You will still see my
face pop up while visiting your blogs.

I'll leave you with some cool things to watch or read.

Backstairs at the White House (1979) starring Leslie Uggams and Olivia Cole based on Lillian Rogers Parks's memoir,
My Thirty Years at the White House.

The true story of a mother and daughter who worked as Maids in The White House for eight presidents. I remember seeing this as a kid and enjoying it. I saw it again a couple of months ago, and it still is a wonderful mini-series.

If you like Urban fantasy, I have a great series for you called The Connor Grey series by Mark Del Franco.
Starting from the first book Unshapely Things and
the 5th book I finished yesterday Uncertain Allies.
A former Druid and Invesigator, stripped of his
abilities has to solve a crime in his neck of
Boston called the "Weird" which is populated
with all kinds of magical creature. It's fantasy noir
at it's best.

Black Orchid Blues by Persia Walker. It's the second book in a series about Lanie Price, a Harlem Society Columnist, who while chronicling the brightest during The Harlem Reinssance finds herself solving crimes as well. I just started it and it's a wonderful book. I couldn't find the first book at the library, I may even buy it to read and keep.

Now, Voyager (1942) starring Bette Davis. I finally have my own copy of one of my favorites.

There is a great love story in it. What makes it a winner, shows
how a daughter repressed by her tyrannical mother,finally finds the strength to break free and live her own life. If you never seen a Bette Davis movie, this is the one you should see to get why she was and still is a star decades after her death.

Enjoy the rest of your August, see you back here
in September.

I Like

2011-08-18T14:27:00.000-04:00

Happy Thursday. Sharing a few
things that I like:

1) Peace and Plenty: Finding Your Path To
Financial Security by Sarah Ban Breathnach.

My favorite idea: Having Pin Money.
"Keeping a Pin Money account helps you
you acknowledge the little things, the
affordable luxuries that you love."
-Sarah Ban Breathnach.

My Pin Money would be for:
Muffins at Panera cafe.
Crystals.
Beautiful earrings.
Scarves.
Delicious lip glosses and eye shadows.

2) Let's Bring Back: An Encyclopedia of Forgotten
-Yet-Delightful, Chic, Useful, Curious, and
Otherwise Commendable Things from Times Gone
By by Lesley M.M. Blume

My favorite: Parasols.

As much as I love the sun, I adore
having a beautiful White Parasol to
stroll in during Summer and Spring.

3) Scones

I finally found an easy recipe for
scones. I've made two batches so far.
Oh my, it is so good. Thinking about
it now, makes me hunrgy.

4) Armchair Thriller : Set 1

Sean and I picked this up at our
local library. It's is a British
Mystery series from the late 70's.
We've seen two of the four stories,
so far. Really Excellent. The one
with Ian McKellan is unforgettable.

What has recently caught your fancy?
I love to hear all.

Big Ripening Moon

2011-08-13T18:10:00.000-04:00

Happy Full Moon everyone.

I have been busy. With slaying
some personal dragons and doing
family things.

This August Full Moon has many
names, but I like Big Ripening Moon.
My body feels like it's ripening
every day. Waiting for the beautiful
harvest of my baby.

Tonight is one of my favorite Full
Moons in the lunar year. It's the
Full Moon in Aquarius. Which is
my sun sign!! For all my Sun sign
and Moon signs in Aquarius. This
is our moon.

Since I became aware of the zodiac
signs connected with the Full Moons,
The Aquarius Moon always bring surprises,changes
and insight.

Everyone can still use
this beautiful Full Moon energy.
Aquarius energy is all about Freedom.
Whenever I get restless, tense or uninspired,
I know I need more freedom in my life.

Freedom doesn't mean you have to go
out and do something big like dye your hair,
quit your job, partner or move.

Freedom can be quiet things. Giving yourself
extra time to get ready in the morning, taking
long walks, trying a new recipe to cook/bake.

On this Full Moon in Aquarius, contemplate
what Freedom means to you. Then give yourself
permission to find, do, express or share your
personal sense of freedom.

As always, the energy of this Full Moon sticks
around for another day. Enjoy this Full Moon
Weekend. Remember, feel free!

Mondays

2011-08-08T11:43:00.000-04:00

Happy Monday.

I just came back in from a walk.
Want to start back to walking three times
a week. I call it Jedi Mama training to keep
my mind and body clear. Though, I am always
running around doing errands. I have one
more big errand to do this week. Once that is done, I will
have a great load lifted off my shoulders.

Yesterday, was one of the first Free Sundays
I've truly had since February. I had no
obligations. Able to do what I want.
Sean and I went to Baby's r us to look
at strollers. So much fun!

Then I was able to watch one of my beloved
movies: The Pirate (1948) starring Judy Garland
and Gene Kelly directed by Vincente Minnelli

Oh, I love this movie. Judy wears red all through
out. My favorite red dress is the one
in this clip. If you love musicals, The Pirate
is a must see.

If you did anything fun this weekend, I love
to hear all about it.

Thursday

2011-08-04T18:27:00.000-04:00

Happy Thursday. It's my favorite day
of the week

All day, they have been fixing the roof
of the apartment building I live in. I'm
right up above the roof. It has been banging
all day. Ugh. Finally...beautiful blissful
quiet. I can actually hear myself think.

I had a busy week so far. Completed
Jury Duty this week. Only had to serve
three days. Yipee. I'm in the process
of switching to a Birthing Center instead
of a hospital. I want to have as natural
birth as possible for baby and me.

I saw the first half of Ricki Lake's
documentary of the Business of Birth.
Seriously, I was crying through it and
couldn't finish. (I do want to finish
watching it.) If anyone is thinking
of becoming pregnant, I suggest watching it.
Going through my own pregnancy journey, I
see how mothers and fathers have to take
control of the way they want they child to
be born. If not, you may be on a road
of unnecessary inductions, epidurals
and c-sections.

Baby is moving around everyday now. So
amazing! Sean will be taking pictures
of me soon, I can post how I look now.
My baby belly is showing big time.

I found this trailer for a movie
called Trinity Goodheart. It's airing
on GMC network which I never even heard
of in August. It looks like a really sweet family movie.
I love that the lead (Erica Gluck) is young teen black
girl. Hopefully, I'll get a chance to see it.
I also love the fact,the hardest working Asian actor
in show business, James Hong, is in it too. You
may not know his name, he has been is so many
movies for decades.

New Moon in Leo

2011-07-30T09:26:00.000-04:00

Happy New Moon, my friends. New Moons are a great time
to make new plans for the upcoming month and wishes.
Who doesn't love making wishes?

This New Moon is in the sign of Leo.
Be like a Lion: regal, strong and powerful.
Unleash your inner Queen or King in your own life.
Leo energy is success, fame and
shining bright.

It's your time to step in the spotlight!
If you shun the spotlight for some reason,
take your rightful place. Allow yourself
to bask in recognition and success. It
is yours and you deserve it.

For all my Leo Sun and Moon sign
babies, this is your time to extra shine
in beautiful sunshiny energy.

Enjoy this Leo New Moon and your
weekend.

Dream Thought #38: Courage

2011-07-28T10:51:00.000-04:00

Courage is never to let your actions be influenced by your fears.
~Arthur Koestler

History is Made at Night

2011-07-22T13:38:00.000-04:00

Happy Friday, everyone.
I have been trying to post since yesterday.
Blogger has been acting up. Ugh.

The Heatwave that has been consuming most
of the country is finally here. Today it's
going to reach 105 degree.Since Wednesday,
I've stayed in during the daytime. Being
pregnant, the heat gets to me in a way that
it never has.

What to do when the daystar gets too hot?
I have been watching a lot more movies.
I found a real gem about a week ago called
History is Made at Night (1937).

It stars one of my faves, Charles Boyer and
Jean Arthur. Charles Boyer is Paul Dummond.
One night, he saves Irene (Jean Arthur) from
a compromising position orchestrated by
her insanely possessive husband (played with fervor
by Colin Clive of Frankenstein fame.) Paul
and Irene share a magical night together.
What happens next, well I can't tell you.
I want you to see it for yourself.
I can share History is Made at Night is
a great blend of romance, comedy and
drama.

Usually, I would have a trailer for you.
I have something better! I have the link
to watch History is Made at Night on Hulu.
As you keep cool over the weekend,
go on over and watch the movie. Then let
me know what you think.

Wishing you all a safe and cool weekend.

Capricorn Full Moon

2011-07-15T01:04:00.015-04:00

A big thank you for all your love and well wishes
about my pregnancy. It made my heart glow reading
all your comments and advice. Every day is a marvel watching
my tummy getting bigger. I talk to baby daily. I
can feel the first stirrings of baby inside of me.
This is one of the most thrilling times of my life.

It is way past midnight. I'm sitting in my living room
with only the computer light and two beautiful candles
burning. Doing my best to wait for Lady Moon to come
gliding near my window. I am a bit sleepy. She often comes
around in the wee early hours of the morning.

Tonight is the Full Moon in Capricorn. For all my
Capricorn Babies out there who have the sun and moon
in Capricorn, this is your moon. For the rest of us,
we can still enjoy this lovely Middle of Summer Moon.

Capricorn is an Earth sign. Anything that has to do
with Earth can be celebrated on this Full Moon.
You can celebrate flowers, herbs, garden, your body,
money/prosperity, business and food.

Here are some things you can do
to celebrate this Earthy Full Moon:

Have a lavish feast to celebrate the prosperity
of food you have in your life.

Use extra money you have to bless your
favorite charities or pet projects. (When we
spend our money, we show that we believe in
our good fortune and more will come to us.)

Dress in lovely shades of green, gold and brown
that make you smile.

Visit your favorite garden or green place.

Instead of doing a rigid workout regiment,
explore other ways to flow with your body.
Investigate belly dancing, tai chi, african
dance, tango, burlesque dancing. So many ways
you can move your body and have fun too.

These are my suggestions. Remember
whatever you do on your Full Moon, make
it nourishing and happy for yourself.

I'm wishing you all a wonderful Full Moon
in Capricorn. Remember the energy of the Full Moon
sticks around for another day. You can still
enjoy all that radiance on Saturday.

Dreams Come True!

2011-07-11T13:30:00.010-04:00

Three Posts ago, I explained a cherished
Dream of mine has come true. This Dream has not
only has filled me with happiness, also
everyone else in my life.

I'm proud to announce, that I'm Pregnant
with my first child!!!!I'm officially sixteen weeks.
My baby is due on Christmas Eve.
My boyfriend, Sean, and I are super excited
to say the least about our first baby.
Our respective families
and friends are truly happy for us.

I've been wanting to share this with all
of you. I had to get through my
first trimester successfully.

What makes this so much sweeter is because of
my age. Some of you may know, others not.
I'm 42. To be blessed with a baby now is
truly wonderful, miraculous,divine and lovely.

If there are any women over 40 who want to be
a mom reading this, Please know it is possible.
My baby was conceived the old fashioned way.(wink)

My boyfriend and I are getting married before
Baby comes. We just have to set the date.
I'll know in August whether I'm having a
girl or boy. When I do, I will share that
with all of you.

Whether its creating a baby, a novel,
paintings, music, etc all dreams
are able to come true!! Believe and do. You will
see, like I have. Dreams come true, my friends!
Have a wonderful Monday.

My Wednesday night with Cary

2011-07-09T08:53:00.014-04:00

As soon as sunset falls, I love to
watch an old movie at least three times
a week if I can.

I spent a wonderful Wednesday evening
with Cary Grant. I saw again, after
too many years absence, Arsenic and Old Lace (1944).

I don't know the last time that I laughed
this hard. It is madcap zaniness. Cary Grant
is pure magic in it. To be fair this is
a wonderful ensemble piece including Jospehine Hull
and Jean Adair reprising their Broadway roles
as sweetly deadly Aunt Abby and Aunt Martha.

Here is the story:
Mortimer Brewster, drama critic/ writer (Cary Grant)
has married Elaine (Priscilla Lane) despite writting
books against marriage. Elaine and him go home to
Brooklyn, to tell their families the good news.

While sharing his marriage news with Aunt Abby and Martha,
he finds a body in the window seat!When he tells his
Aunts about the body, they sweetly respond they know
all about it. They gave the gentleman some of their
special wine to help this poor lonely old man
out of his misery!

Oh and it gets better. Of course, I can't tell
you the rest. It is funny from start to finish.
This is a perfect movie to watch with your family on
a Summer Evening.

As always, I have the trailer for you. Enjoy.

Arsenic and Old Lace (1944) Trailer

Dream Thought # 37 :Independence

2011-07-04T15:33:00.020-04:00

"Living your life as a dreamer and not as an "expector" is
a personal declaration of independence. You're able to pursue
happiness more directly when you don't get caught up in the
delivery details.Dreaming, not expecting, allows Spirit to
step in and surprise you with connection, completion, consummation,
celebration. You dream. Show up for work. Then let Spirit
deliver your dream to the world."
- Sarah Ban Breathnach
Simple Abundance: A Daybook of Comfort and Joy

Wednesday and Dreams

2011-06-29T14:28:00.011-04:00

Happy Wednesday.

Thank you one and all for all the love
and wonderful comments for the Tea Party.
My boyfriend, Sean was beaming when I told
him how everyone loved the fact that he
participated. It was so much fun to do.
I can't wait for the next one.

One of my main beliefs: Is that we are
all given dreams to accomplish. Some dreams
take longer than others. Others we accomplish
right away. We can outgrow certain dreams
for even bigger and lusher ones to come in.

One of my most sacred dreams has finally come
true, it has been amazing. I'm going to share
what that is next week. It has been a long time
coming. With the success of this dream,it gives
me faith and confidence knowing that others
dreams of mine will follow suit in their own
time.

With Summer here, look at your dreams. Celebrate,
the ones that have to come pass. Use the sweet
energy of those successes to fuel the dreams
you still desire. Make this Summer one full
of fun and action for your Dreams.

Know that Dreams do come true. It is true for
everyone at any age. They happen
everyday. Who knows one of your dreams
may be coming true today.

The Mad Tea Party

2011-06-25T08:51:00.042-04:00

When the invitation came out for Vanessa's Mad Tea Party.
I knew I had to be a part of it again. I'm happy you all could
come. A big kiss to Lady Vanessa for hosting this wonderful
magical Party again.

Welcome. I'm Shell of Swan of Dreamers. This is my Tea Party.

My old friends Johnny ,The Pirate, and his Parrot, Depp, came again
to my Tea Party. They tell the most wonderful stories especially Depp.

Here is the lovely Miss Claudie. She is always so elegant. Here
we are enjoying a wonderful chat about desserts together.

I'm dreaming about diving into that cake. Shell, focus on your guests!

My boyfriend, Sean is enjoying the party. Eating and talking with my
guests.

It's time to cut the cake. Yum!

Here's a favorite tea cup of mine representing my birth month. Doesn't that
cake look even more delish now cut?

If I can toot my own horn, this table is set pretty.

Oh, Miss Claudie liked the cupcake way too much!

Let me help you Miss Claudie.

Sharing a sweet moment with Johnny and Depp.

Miss Claudie is full.

She decides after all this excitement to take a nice nap.

Time for me to take a well needed rest. Dream what to do for the
next Mad Tea Party.

Thank you all for coming to my Tea Party. I hoped you enjoyed it.
Always know you are welcome anytime here at Swan of Dreamers.
Now, Go on and visit the other Tea Parties. There is more food, tea
and beauty to partake in.

Happy Midsummer/Summer Solstice

2011-06-21T11:28:00.009-04:00

Happy Midsummer and Summer Solstice, my friend.

It is a gorgeous time. The sun reaches it's
zenith tonight on this first day of Summer.
It is the longest day and shortest night.

Midsummer is celebrated from June 20th - 23rd.
. You can burn yellow, red and
orange candles. Wear daisies, sunflowers, roses,
honeysuckle, carnations in your hair or on your
clothes. Bake delicious pies and cakes in honor
of our friend, The Sun.

It is also the time of Faeries. When our world
and their world cross paths. And magick in all forms
dances in the air. Perhaps, you will run into the Faerie
Queen herself, Titiana.

This lovely passage is from A Midsummer Night's Dream
by my old friend, William Shakespeare.

Fairy:

Over hill, over dale,
Thorough bush, thorough brier,
Over park, over pale,
Thorough flood, thorough fire,
I do wander everywhere,
Swifter than the moon's sphere;
And I serve the fairy queen,
To dew her orbs upon the green.
The cowslips tall her pensioners be:
In their gold coats spots you see;
Those be rubies, fairy favours,
In those freckles live their savours:
I must go seek some dewdrops here
And hang a pearl in every cowslip's ear.
Farewell, thou lob of spirits; I'll be gone:
Our queen and all our elves come here anon.

Enjoy these beautiful First Days of Summer.

Honey Moon

2011-06-15T18:08:00.019-04:00

Happy Full Moon everyone. Tonight is one of the
most famous full moons. It is the Honey Moon.

June is named after the Roman Goddess of
Marriage: Juno. June is The month
for weddings. Hence the sweetness of marriage
gets all swirled up in the June Moon called
The Honey Moon.

Do you need more sweetness in your life?
Or perhaps, things are too sweet and you need
more spice. This Honey Moon is perfect for
both things. It's also a lunar eclipse as
well. You got an action pack of mystical energies
riding the air tonight.

For all you Sagittarius sun and moon babies,
this is your Full Moon. So live it up. For
the rest of us, I say follow your intuition
on what you like to do tonight. Make sure
it's sweet or spicy, your choice.

Here is a picture of my altar dressed
for the Full Moon. I have a yellow candle
representing sunshine and happiness. And
in a small glass heart is brown sugar.
To symbolize all that sweetness I have now
and the more to come. Also have my Tarot
and Goddess cards, faerie statue, stones,
seashells and other pretties that I love.

If you don't have an altar, tonight is good
time to begin building one. Or even make
plans to create one. The most important thing
about an altar is that resonates with you
and your own spiritual beliefs.

Wishing you all a wonderful Honey Moon.

Dream Thought # 36

2011-06-14T11:49:00.004-04:00

Success will never be a big step in the future,
success is a small step taken just now. ~Jonatan Mårtensson

Friday Love

2011-06-10T15:04:00.009-04:00

Happy Friday. This is the first Friday
I've been able to blog in a while. It has
been merry mayhem in my life. I feel like
things are starting to settle down. (Hopefully.)

Did you know Friday is the only day of the
week named after a Goddess. Friday gets it's name
from Freya. She is a Norse Goddess of Love,
Fertility, Passion, Magick, Prosperity. I love the
fact that her chariot is led by cats. How cool is that.

So, Friday is a great day of Love. With
Summer here, I think it's a great time
to indulge in some Self-Love. I feel
the more we love ourselves, the happier
our lives become.

Tonight is all about you. Do what
makes you smile. Be as simple or
extravagant as you want.

Here is some great Self Love Activities:

Order in some delicious food.

Make a wonderful meal out of scratch.

Watch a favorite movie.

Or lose yourself in an old beloved book.

Light beautiful Pink candles.

Take a long bath or shower.

Gaze up at the waxing moon.

Write or draw in your journal.

Read poetry out loud.

Look in the mirror
and say I love you 9 times.

Dance around the home.

Play around with ways to wear
your hair or makeup.

Just have fun and celebrate you.
There is a Goddess in every woman.

Beauty for Tuesday

2011-06-07T14:59:00.008-04:00

The Bee is not afraid of me.
I know the Butterfly.
The pretty people in the Woods
Receive me cordially—

The Brooks laugh louder when I come—
The Breezes madder play;
Wherefore mine eye thy silver mists,
Wherefore, Oh Summer's Day?

-Emily Dickinson

New Moon in Gemini

2011-06-01T11:34:00.015-04:00

Happy Wednesday. It's the New Moon in Gemini.

It has been an intense few days for me,with
a family member's unexpected death. What
her passing reinforces for me is how precious
life is. We must live each day fully! It's better
to make mistakes and live. Then to live "safe" and
never truly experience all life has to offer.

New Moons are always a time to start out fresh
and new. Gemini New Moon is full of energy
and change.

Now with the Summer season beginning, take time
out tonight or tomorrow. Dream and think
about what plans to accomplish for June. Even
for the whole summer, if you wish.

Gemini energy is full of ideas and plans.
Purchase a small notebook to carry with
you. Whenever you get an idea, write it down.
Never know what golden ticket of an idea
will come to you out of the blue.

Though you can't see the New Moon now, in
two days time, you should be seeing her
as a sliver in the sky.

Happy New Moon!!

Dreamy Thursday: Libraries

2011-05-26T11:30:00.006-04:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday, everyone.
Dreamy Thursday will be a bi-monthly
feature on the blog moving forward.
Makes it a lot easier for me and can
have really good juicy Dreamy Thursdays.

Today's Dreamy Thursday is all about one
of my favorite dreamy places ever: Libraries.

I love libraries!! I was an early reader
and my passion for books has been constant
all my life. All through school, the library was one
of my favorite places to be.

Librarians are the coolest people. They
let you know what new books or programs
are coming in; sometimes even recommend you for things.
In 4th grade, I was the Mistress of Ceremony for my
graduating class. It was a great honor and I loved it.
How did I get it? I was recommended by the School
Librarian to the Principal.

My favorite Library in all my years of schooling
was at my alma mater, Howard University.
Founders Library is a beautiful old building. With their
wide windows that let in light. Mahogany chairs, long tables
fireplaces scattered in certain rooms. Studying there was
a pleasure for me.

Libraries are like stepping into another world.
I love the smell of old books and how they
radiate with knowledge. Even with ipads and kindles,
I don't think Libraries will ever go away.
There will always be a need.

If you ever get the chance to come to NYC, you have
to go to what I call The Big Library on 42nd street.
This year this grand building is celebrating it's
Centennial. With the imposing Lions that guard
the library nicknamed Patience and Fortitude.
The Library is a beautiful old building.
It is elegant with beautiful pictures and centuries
of writings ride the air in the hallways. My favorite part
of the Library is the Rose Reading room. This picture from NYPL.com shows
only half of how beautiful it is in person.
The reading room hums with wisdom, writing and
magic. When I'm there, I feel I can write masterpieces
in all that loveliness

Of course, my local Library is one of my hangouts.
I'm there at least once a week. Picking up books and
movies or looking for new ones. I love to hear what your
favorite Libraries are. Share all in the comments.
If you haven't been to your local Library in a while,
go over and see what great things are going on there.

If you enjoy Dreamy Thursday here,
you can be a Guest Blogger at Swan of Dreamers
talking about what makes you feel Dreamy.
Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com for
all the info. Wishing all of you
a very Dreamy Thursday.

Stage Fright

2011-05-24T10:02:00.003-04:00

Happy Tuesday, everyone. I have been
watching a lot of movies lately. Here
is another gem I found.

It is Stage Fright (1950) directed by Alfred Hitchcock.
Starring Jane Wyman, Marlene Dietrich and Michael Wilding.
(I have been on a Marlene Dietrich kick, so she may
pop up again in another post.)

It is a delightful thriller. I know putting
these two words together may be odd. It is right
for this film.

Jane Wyman (who is full of sweetness and charm)
is acting student Eve Gill. Her friend who she in
love with Jonathan (Richard Todd) is running from the cops
for murder. He has been having an affair with stage star Charlotte
Inwood (Marlene Dietrich. Eve hides him out
with her eccentric dad (the wonderful Alastir Sim.)
Eve takes into her head the only way to save him
is to use her acting skills and go undercover
to work for Charlotte. To get evidence that that she killed
her husband and framed Jonathan for it.

Oh, there is so much more fun. Throw in the charming
Detective Smith (played by Michael Wilding.) Now enters
a love triangle. This is Hitchcock after all.
You get beautiful shots, lighting, a great story,
wonderful actors and a lot of merry thrills
throw in.

To tell you more would spoil the movie. Of course,
I have the trailer for you. If you have never seen it,
please go watch it. Even if your not a Hitchcock fan,
you will enjoy it.

Now on to the trailer..

Cairo Time

2011-05-19T17:07:00.000-04:00

Happy Thursday, everyone. Dreamy Thursday will
be now featured twice a month. It will be
back next week.

I had to come on and gush about Cairo Time (2009)
which I got from the library this week. I had read a
review about it last summer in New York Times.
I had wanted to see it on the big screen but missed
it.

My sweetie pie says I have a penchant for sad romances.
Maybe, I do. I guess it's something about the longing
that appeals to my romantic nature.

Juliette (Patricia Clarkson) comes to Cairo to
meet up with her husband, Mark who works for
the UN. When she arrives, his friend and former
colleague Tareq (Alexander Siddig) meets her
at the airport to tell her Mark is going to be
delayed. There is some unrest in Gaza and Mark
can't leave. Juliette is left alone in Cairo.
Waiting to get calls from Mark to find out when
he will come back. she discovers the city and
herself in a deeper way. Tareq becomes her friend and
guide in Cairo.Over time the relationship develops
into something more....

Cairo Time is directed and written by Ruba Nadda.
It is a beautifully written and visually stunning
film. Patricia Clarkson and Alexander Siddig are superb.
I love all the undercurrent and subtleness in the acting.
And as side note, Alexander is quite sexy in this.

Cairo Time gets a big Yes from me. Go and rent it.
Of course, here is the trailer for you.

Flowering Moon

2011-05-17T11:56:00.012-04:00

It's that time again. When Lady Luna shines
strong and bright tonight. The Full Moon name
for this May Moon that I like best is the
Flowering Moon. Or if you prefer the Flower
Moon.

We are in the fullness of Spring and everything
is flowering around us. How about you? Look
at your life and see what is flowering beautifully
these days.

This Full Moon is under the sign of Scorpio. All
my watery Scorpio babies in the sun and moon in
Scorpio, this is your Moon!

The rest of us can enjoy this moon too.
Here are some suggestions:

* Pick a mirror in your house that you dedicate
to yourself. Clean it. Decorate if you wish.
Every time you feel a negative thought
coming, go to the mirror and say uplifting words
to yourself.

* Do you have a secret self that you wish to be more
like? Start tonight to bring that self out from time to
time in your real life. Dress, read, talk or listen
to music that your secret self would. It is powerful and
healing act for you to do. Being all who we are makes us
shine even brighter.

* Make a list of all your guilts, faults, issues.
Write it all out. No one will see it but you.
Then burn them in a safe place. As you watch them
burn, imagine them being cleared away. Flush
what is left of the list down the bathroom.
Then start tomorrow fresh.

As always, these are suggestions. You do whatever
you feel guided to on this Full Moon. Remember,
if you can't do it tonight, the energy of the Full
Moon lasts another night.

Wishing you all a magical Flowering Moon.

Happy Friday The 13th

2011-05-13T18:38:00.008-04:00

Happy Friday the 13th everyone. If your with
blogger, you know things have been wonky for
two days. The post I had on Wednesday is gone.
Will it come back or not? I'll see.

I love Friday the 13th. To me it's a special day.
It is full of hidden magic, luck and fun.
So don't listen to all the old stories about
it being a bad day.

Here's Three things to do on Friday the 13th:

1) Adopt a Black cat today. Black cats have the lowest
rate of adoption and highest rate of being put
to asleep. Why? Because of all the dumb superstitions
about Black cats.

2) Watch cool retro thrillers tonight. (No slasher
films, unless you are so into it.)
Here are a few recommendations:
Then There Were None (1945)
Stage Fright (1950)
Arsenic and Old Lace (1944)
Witness for the Prosecution (1957)
The Uninvited (1944)

3) This comes from my friend R. He recommends
writing down 13 wishes today. I did
my 13 wishes and now the fun begins
to watch which ones come true.

I hope these Three tips will make Friday
the 13th more fun and friendly for you.

Wishing you a wonderful weekend.

Time to Frolic...

2011-04-21T12:23:00.020-04:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday, my fellow Dreamers.
Dreamy Thursday will be back in two weeks.

My Gypsy side is needing time to feel free and frolic.
I'll be away from Swan of Dreamers. I'll still
be around popping in to your blogs. I should be back
around Beltane/May Day.

Here are Three fun tips for all of you:

The sun is in Taurus. This sign bursts
with luxury, wealth, fertility, sensuality.
So you want to be more sexy and wealthy,
now is the time to allow that to come out of you.

Mae West, Mae West Mae West!. If you have never seen
a Mae West movie, please do yourself a favor,
and do. She is bawdy, funny and sexy. I love the
fact some of her films are adapted from her own plays.
Go on, Mae. I have on deck tonight: She Done Him Wrong
starring Mae and Cary Grant.

Flowers. One of my favorite things is to buy
fresh flowers. It doesn't have to be roses.
You can get sunflowers, carnations, daisies,
baby's breath, lillies. You don't need a whole
bouquet. A lone Sunflower is beautiful to display.
Even pick a few wildflowers in your area. My favorite spring
flower are dandelions. I love seeing them
pop up because I know Spring is here.

Have a beautiful and enchanted April. See you
all back here in May.

Pink Moon

2011-04-17T18:22:00.006-04:00

What Joy, it is a Full Moon tonight.

This Full Moon has many names. I adore
the name Pink Moon because all of the lovely
flowers in beautiful shades including Pink
are beginning to bloom now. A second runner
up for me is the Hare Moon. Giving a nod
to our animal friend: The Bunny.

The Pink Moon is in the sign of Libra.
So all my sun sign and moon sign in Libra
this moon is special for you.

For the rest of us, we can still play
and dance under this Full Moon.

Libra is ruled by the one of
the most beautiful and well known Love
Goddesses: Venus.

For this Full Moon you can:

Decide to make more time for
Self-Love. That can take any form:
carving out time to be, standing up
for yourself more or schedule a long
over due retreat for yourself.

Treat yourself to a pretty spring
outfit and make up. ( I did
some Beauty shopping for myself today
with a pretty blue Asian styled skirt,
lipstick and new sneakers.)

Make plans to made amends with old
friends/family if need be.(Wait till
after Mercury Retrograde to do this: April
26th); Or let go of any guilt you are carrying
around needlessly.

If you have been feeling oppressed in any way,
light a candle to call on Lady Justice (personified
in the Justice figure outside courthouses.) to
bring your relief and the fairness you deserve.

These are a few suggestions. As always, follow
your own guidance on what to do under this
Pink Moon.

Most importantly have fun and honor yourself.
Wishing you all a wonderful Pink Moon.

Dreamy Thursday : Ain't It Funny Music Video

2011-04-14T22:39:00.005-04:00

Wow, I'm so late with this week's
Dreamy Thursday. Though I was able
to rest yesterday, Today was a non
stop day.

Now, I'm here with all of you.
Happy Dreamy Thursday.

This Dreamy Thursday is one of
my all time favorite music videos.
Ain't it Funny from 2001 by ,People's Magazine
Most Beautiful Woman in The World for
2011, Jennifer Lopez. ( I can't believe
this video is ten years old, yet still
looks fresh.)
It is truly a beautiful, sexy and
dreamy video. I can never get tired
watching it. Directed by the late great Herb Ritts.

If you enjoy Dreamy Thursday here, you can
be part of it. I'm opening up Swan of Dreamers
to guest bloggers. E-mail me at Jettswan@gmail.com
for all the details.

Have a Dreamy Thursday.

Be

2011-04-13T16:01:00.008-04:00

Happy Wednesday or for me it's
Tired Wednesday.

A lot of responsibilities have been
piling up on me in the last few weeks
on all parts of my life. Today, I had a
whole lot of errands to do.

You know what? The errands and the
world can wait for a day. I am spending
my day to recharge and relax.

If you have a lot of errands and tasks.
Let it go for one day. And Just Be.
The world will still be able to spin
without you.

Self Promotion Sunday

2011-04-10T12:00:00.010-04:00

Sunday's energy is all about success, fame
wealth and personal power.

With all this lovely Sunday energy, I'm
starting my first Self promotion Sunday.
(Since this is the first, I'll probably do it
bi monthly on Sundays.)

If you or someone you love is in the NYC area
and needs a Private Acting Teacher, I am available.
My background is 3yr of Method Training at The Lee Strasberg
Theater Institute and years as a working actor.
My focus is to bring energy, freedom, fun and
joy back to your acting. I truly love acting: performing
and teaching. It's all one big bowl of love
for me.

Here's my fun acting tip: If you feel stuck
with your acting, imagine what advice your
favorite actors (alive or dead)would
give to you.

One of my favorite examples of this,
comes from a dream. It happened when I was
getting back into Shakespeare. I had dream with Laurence
Olivier, one of the greatest Shakespearean actors of the 20th century.
He admonished me in an imperial tone.
"Be not all emotional, Shell. Listen to the music
of the words to take where you need to go."

This is great advice I still use today when
doing Shakespeare and contemporary acting.
Thank you, Sir Larry.

Once again, come to Michelleswan.weebly.com or
contact me at Jettswan@gmail for all the info
on my Acting Teaching services. Open to beginners
and seasoned actors.

Have a beautiful Sunday everyone.

Dreamy Thursday : Emily Dickinson

2011-04-07T14:13:00.001-04:00

Woo hoo..It's my favorite day: Thursday!
Which means it is Dreamy Thursday here.

If you are new here, Dreamy Thursday is the
day I talk about anything and anyone
that give me that beautiful blissful Dreamy
feeling.

Today's Dreamy Thursday is on Emily Dickinson
(Dec 10, 1830 - May 15 1886) especially apt
with this being Poetry Month.

Known in her hometown of Amherst, Massachusetts
as the reclusive "Lady in White", Emily Dickinson's
poetry defies the image that she had in her town
and still follows her today.

When I read Emily, I feel like I know her soul.
Her poetry vibrates with energy, life and passion.
I like to imagine that Emily allowed me to have
tea with her on a sunny Spring afternoon.
We talk on many topics.

I ask her have you been in love?
Emily with a far away
look in her eyes begins to speak.

My River runs to thee—
Blue Sea! Wilt welcome me?
My River wait reply—
Oh Sea—look graciously—
I'll fetch thee Brooks
From spotted nooks—
Say—Sea—Take Me!

and she speaks more on Love and Passion...

Wild nights - Wild nights!
Were I with thee
Wild nights should be
Our luxury!

Futile - the winds -
To a Heart in port -
Done with the Compass -
Done with the Chart!

Rowing in Eden -
Ah - the Sea!
Might I but moor - tonight -
In thee!

And I share with Emily of my dear friend
who died two years ago, that I still miss.
Emily has her share of sorrows. She replies:

Each that we lose takes part of us;
A crescent still abides,
Which like the moon, some turbid night,
Is summoned by the tides.

or even in a more quiet voice she shares:

One need not be a Chamber — to be Haunted —
One need not be a House —
The Brain has Corridors — surpassing
Material Place —

Far safer, of a Midnight Meeting
External Ghost
Than its interior Confronting —
That Cooler Host.

Far safer, through an Abbey gallop,
The Stones a'chase —
Than Unarmed, one's a'self encounter —
In lonesome Place —

Ourself behind ourself, concealed —
Should startle most —
Assassin hid in our Apartment
Be Horror's least.

The Body — borrows a Revolver —
He bolts the Door —
O'erlooking a superior spectre —
Or More —

Emily pats my hand. We turn to
discuss how we both love nature.
And Emily lights up with her brown
eyes sparkling. She lifts up the
window to the outside world.
And says:

Some things that fly there be —
Birds — Hours — the Bumblebee —
Of these no Elegy.

Some things that stay there be —
Grief — Hills — Eternity —
Nor this behooveth me.

There are that resting, rise.
Can I expound the skies?
How still the Riddle lies!

I tell her how I feel at home
with Nature and Emily nods in reply.
And says:

The Bee is not afraid of me.
I know the Butterfly.
The pretty people in the Woods
Receive me cordially --

The Brooks laugh louder when I come --
The Breezes madder play;
Wherefore mine eye thy silver mists,
Wherefore, Oh Summer's Day?

I thank Emily for having me over for tea.
She tells me to come anytime. For
we are kindred spirits.

This is just a sampling of the
1700 poems she wrote. You can
find Emily's poems at your local
library, bookstore and online.
Be aware her poems have been edited.
Try to find her poems with her
lovely dashes intact, the way
she originally wrote them.

If you enjoy Dreamy Thursday here,
you can be a Guest Blogger at Swan of Dreamers
talking about what makes you feel Dreamy.
Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com for
all the info. Wishing all of you
a very Dreamy Thursday.

Monday Visions

2011-04-04T17:19:00.010-04:00

Happy Monday,everyone.

The Aries New Moon was yesterday, we are
still riding the Mercury Retrograde that
doesn't end till April 23rd.(Don't quote me
on that date, now.)With Aries new moon
vibrating, it can give a kick of fiery
energy to our dreams. Especially,
ones that have been sluggish. With all of that
said, Mondays are good to spend time to
flow with our dreams.

Sometimes, I get caught up in doing action steps,
I forget to check in and see how my Dreams
feel to me. Do they feel right? Or do some of
my dreams want to go in another direction? Am
I allowing that happen or blocking my own progress.
Dreams take on a life on their own after a while.
The best we can do is shepherd them along.

What Dreams have I been working on?
I'm writing a first draft of my one woman show.
Also, working on a e-book about acting for
potential students. I did a lot of rewriting yesterday.
Today I'm going to relax. Gaze out my window to
look at the clouds. Then let My Dreams
speak to me and guide me to the next step.

Dreamy Thursday : Trees

2011-03-31T15:13:00.000-04:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday.

I'm sure I will spend a Dreamy Thursday
on Flowers soon, today I have to honor
Trees.They are all around us even if you live
deep in the city.

Trees clean the air, provide shelter
from rain and sun, homes for animals
and insects, provide us with fruit.
Trees are alive to me. Sentient beings.
Perhaps, they don't talk like we do; Trees
communicate in their own ways.

Have you ever hugged a Tree? Seriously, If you have
then you understand. If not, give it a try. Yes,
you may feel shy doing it. If you hug a Tree,
you can feel the Tree's energy flowing into
you. Like SARK says, it's as if the Tree is
hugging is you back. You can also put your
hand on a tree and feel the energy that way. When
I'm outside, I do that as well. It looks
like I'm leaning on the Tree, so no one
looks at me twice.

I always like to ask permission first. How
will you know if the Tree says yes,you'll
get a warm feeling inside your tummy. Each
Tree has a different energy. Some are quiet,
happy, giggly, strong, juicy, zany.
When you are done, say Thank you. You can
also include a small offering as well.
I like to leave shiny pennies or nickels.

When I'm feeling sad, which I'm sure Ive
shared here before, I have a special Grove
where I go to feel better. I sit among the Trees
with a book, music and talk to them.
Trees have great energy. Being around them,
cleans you out of any heaviness/negativity
you have inside.

From Oak to Pine to Elm to Apple to Birch
Trees. They are our Friends. Today, if you
see a Tree. Say hello. Give them a hug.
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you can be part of it. All that is
required is to talk about what makes
you feel Dreamy. If you like to be
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Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com for
all the info. Wishing all of you
a very Dreamy Thursday.

Reflections in a Golden Eye

2011-03-30T13:09:00.011-04:00

I've always been intrigued by Reflection in
a Golden Eye (1967) because Elizabeth Taylor originally
wanted it for her and Montgomery Clift to star in.
Just thinking about them doing this, I could
imagine how wonderful it would of been.

Sadly, Monty died a few months before shooting
began. Then, Marlon Brando signed on to do the
film. Finally, this week I got a chance to watch
it.

Reflections in a Golden Eye is based on a
novel by Carson McCullers. This 1967 film directed
by John Huston, stars Elizabeth Taylor
as Lenora Penderton married to Major
Weldon Penderton (Marlon Brando).Lenora is having
an affair with Lt. Col. Langdon (Brian Keith)
who is dealing with his wife Alison (Julie Harris)
depressed over a miscarriage three years ago.
Weldon (Marlon Brando) is obsessed with a young
Private ( a very young Robert Forster). This film
is full of longing, sexual repression and madness.

It is an odd and interesting film. If you like
your dramas with Southern Gothic flavor,
then you'll love Reflections in a Golden Eye.
Elizabeth Taylor is full of power and
sultriness. Marlon Brando is raw and vulnerable
in a way I never seen him before. I also have
to give love to the always wonderful Julie Harris.

Here's the original trailer for you.

P.S. Look out for the scene with Elizabeth in
a beautiful white dress and her riding crop in
hand!!

Celebrate your Beauty

2011-03-28T12:49:00.014-04:00

Happy Monday, everyone.
Every morning, I pull a Tarot
and Goddess card. I felt inspired
to share the Goddess card for Monday.
Aprhodite from Doreen Virtue's
Goddess Oracle Cards.

There is a Goddess in every woman. Today be
a Love Goddess for yourself.

Put on something that makes you feel Beautiful,
Radiant and Strong.

Look in the mirror say "I'm a Beautiful Woman."

Go to the Ocean today and let yourself be guided to
find something there that calls to you.
(Aphrodite is also an Ocean Goddess.)

Find five things you really love about your body.
I'll start off: I love my eyes, legs, breasts,
hair and hands.

If you are trying to catch the attention of a potential
partner, don't pursue them. Imagine you are Aphrodite.
Aphrodite doesn't chase anyone. She allows they to chase
her.

Wishing you all a Beauty filled Monday.

Dreamy Thursday : The Red Dress

2011-03-24T21:29:00.038-04:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday, everyone.
My life has been intense, which is
why this post is late. I couldn't miss
sharing what makes me dreamy with all of you.
Today's Dreamy Thursday is The Red Dress.

There is one fashion quest that consumes me.
Some women look for the perfect black
dress. For me, it's the perfect Red Dress.
With Spring on, I'm resuming my search.

The color red has so many connotations:
Danger, passion, sex, power, boldness.
When I think of the color of Red, for me it means
romantic interludes, freedom and adventure.

I feel every woman should have one Red Dress.
It's doesn't mean it has to be a sexy one.
A Red Dress can be elegant, demure, or innocent.

My ideal color is a Fire engine red.
If Red appears too much for you. Remember there
are many shades of Red from Rose to Sangria to
Wine. Somewhere out there, your Red Dress is
waiting for you.

For Spring, let yourself shine. Don't be an Extra in your own life.
Be the Star that you are. Put the Black, Silver
or Brown Dress back just this once. Be Red for a Day!

If you love Dreamy Thursday here,
you can be part of it. I'm opening
Swan of Dreamers to Guest Bloggers.
Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com for
all the info. Wishing all of you
a very Dreamy Red Thursday.

A Blue Wednesday with Elizabeth

2011-03-23T10:19:00.033-04:00

I'm having a Blue Wednesday. I woke
up with a stuffy nose and headache. Ugh.
No rest for the weary today. One of my
bests is directing a free reading of Romeo
and Juliet here in NYC. I have to go
out. Then I found out Elizabeth Taylor died
today.

With her violet eyed Beauty and fiery
strength, Elizabeth has lived many incarnations.
In her later years, she is known best for
her White Diamonds perfume and her wonderful
work raising millions for AIDS Research.

I wanted to pop in to talk about the movies
I love best by her. Now, I haven't seen
all of her movies. On my must see list is
Who's Afraid of Virgina Woolf (which she
won her second Oscar for) and Reflections
in an Golden Eye with Marlon Brando.
If you want to know why Elizabeth Taylor
has endured all these years and what has
made her a good actor, these are my favorites.

For a young Elizabeth Taylor:

National Velvet (1944)
Little Women (1949)

Two of the trilogy of films she made
with Montgomery Clift.
Elizabeth said working with Monty in A Place in The Sun
inspired her to become a better actor.
And to take acting seriously.
A Place in The Sun (1950)
Suddenly, Last Summer (1959)

Cat on a Hot Tin Roof (1957) with Paul Newman
Butterfield 8 (1960) (She won her first Oscar with this film.)
The Sandpiper (1965) with Richard Burton.
(This is on my personal list of remakes.)
Taming of the Shrew (1967) with Richard Burton (Merry Fun!)
Boom (1968)with Richard again. (For pure camp, location and costumes.)

"I believe in mind over matter and doing anything
you set your mind on - Elizabeth Taylor.

Does anyone remember when she was on General Hospital?
She played Helena Casadine. The Casadine Family were
The supervillians on GH back in the 80's.

I can't end this post to Elizabeth. Without sharing
one of my favorite scenes from A Place in The Sun.
I like to think now she can dance with Monty, Richard
and all the others she loved. Up there among the Stars.

The Seed Moon

2011-03-19T19:34:00.009-04:00

Dance my friends.
For the Full Moon shines bright
tonight.

Lady Luna has many names for
a March full moon. The seed moon
fits for Spring comes tomorrow.
Soon, we will see the seeds of
the earth as she wakes up from her
slumber. Life will grown again.

The Full Moon in Virgo is full of
earth energy. You can:

Light green candles.
Take the night to rest and go to
bed early.
Plan nourishing food for your week.
Put old plants in new pots to grow more.
Throw out your old spices, buy new ones.
Spend time planning how to attract more
money into your life.
Pay off an old debt.
Bake something as a gift for a loved one.
Buy a new pair of shoes.
Make a vow to visit more gardens.
Adopt a piece of a local park and spend
time getting to know it through all the
seasons.

Ah, there is much to do on a Full
Moon. Most importantly, do what feels
right to you.

If you can't do something special
tonight, The energy of the Full moon
lasts for another day.

Wishing you all a Happy Full Moon.

Dreamy Thursday : Clouds

2011-03-17T14:34:00.009-04:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday.
Today's post is all
about one of our true beauties that
most people take for granted.
Clouds. Did you know that clouds are
tiny droplets of water or ice crystals? They
are so light they float.

For me, Clouds are like moving
art in the sky. Do remember
as a kid, looking at the sky
and finding shapes in the clouds?
I still do that from time to time.
The other day, one of the clouds
looked like a big dog.

When I'm stressed, I sit in a chair
or lay on my bed. I watch the clouds.
Let my thoughts sail by, as the clouds
fill my mind with beautiful calmness.
Meditation for free. All you need
is a window view.

I'm not alone with my love of Clouds.
How many poets have celebrated those
glorious clouds.

THE CLOUD by Sara Teasdale (1884-1933)

I AM a cloud in the heaven's height,
The stars are lit for my delight,
Tireless and changeful, swift and free,
I cast my shadow on hill and sea--
But why do the pines on the mountain's crest
Call to me always, "Rest, rest?"

I throw my mantle over the moon
And I blind the sun on his throne at noon,
Nothing can tame me, nothing can bind,
I am a child of the heartless wind--
But oh the pines on the mountain's crest
Whispering always, "Rest, rest."

You can adore clouds at all hours.
Watch clouds dance
with the Sunshine or peekaboo
with the moon. Do you like them fluffy,
wavy or wispy? Perhaps you like
clouds with a hint of color in them?
A dash of purple or pink?

Have you ever been in an airplane
and flown through the clouds. It is
an amazing experience.
Being up there in the sky, you feel like you
could just touch them.

Perhaps, your thinking Shell is
a bit too mad over Clouds. Then I am in
good company. Check out
The Cloud Appreciation Society

There is nothing dreamier than
clouds. So today or tonight,
look up at the sky. Spend
time with the clouds.

If you love Dreamy Thursday here,
you can be part of it. I'm opening
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Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com for
all the info. Wishing all of you
a very Dreamy Thursday.

Oceans...

2011-03-14T11:45:00.011-04:00

Happy Monday.

When I heard about the Tsunami hitting Japan, I sat down
and prayed. Praying that the ones who passed went
quickly without fear and pain. And that the survivors
will find comfort and love as they grieve and rebuild
their lives.

Even if you can't donate money to relief efforts in
Japan and other places hit by the Tsunami, this
doesn't mean your powerless. Praying for
healing and love for the survivors is just as important.
Think about your prayer multiplied by thousands and millions.
That force of good energy can manifest in ways
you could never imagine. That manifestation can
include money, clothes, new homes, etc for all of
the survivors. I believe that. We are energy clothed in
physical bodies.

Dreamy Thursday :Candles

2011-03-10T14:17:00.021-05:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday. It is
one of my favorite Rainy days here
in the city. So I'm reveling in
the beautiful grayness of the day.
This week's Dreamy Thursday is on
candles.

My love affair with candles
started from two candles my mom
had in our kitchen. She had these
beautiful ivory candles in elegant
gold candle holders. My mom never
lit the candles. I asked her to
but she said she liked them for
decoration only.

I was fascinated. I decided when
I was older, I get candles to use
no matter how pretty they are.
When I graduated from college,
I began to buy candles and light them.
Candles fed my romantic nature.
As my spirituality evolved, my bond
with candles grew deeper. They
helped me to connect with The Divine deeper.

Now, having candles is a priority
in my life. I stock up when I can.
So I can always have candles to light.
I light my candles all times day and night.
Candles don't have to be just for the evening!

When I can, I buy nice candles
from Marshalls or a Bontanica shop near
me. In a pinch, I purchase small novena candles
at my local grocery for a dollar. The
candle sits on my altar and gives my
whole bedroom a beautiful glow.

Here are the list of candle colors that
I use in my prayers, ritual, mantras.

White: all purpose for whatever you need.
Blue: healing, spirit, blue sky thinking,
moon, Monday
Red: passion, love, energy, strength, Tuesday
Green: healing, fertility, money, plants/flowers,
Thursday
Pink: healing, love, friendship, fertility, Friday
Yellow&Orange:wealth, sunshine, optimism, strength,
healing, Sunday, Wednesday
Black: banishing, releasing negativity, protection,
Saturday
Gray/Silver: protection, dreamtime, the moon, Monday
Purple: spirit, royalty, wealth, Thursday

If you haven't lit a candle for
a while, get one over the weekend.
See how it feels. If you love to be
part of Dreamy Thursday, I'm opening
Swan of Dreamers to Guest Bloggers.
Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com for
all the info. Wishing all of you
a very Dreamy Thursday.

Dream Thought #35: Meditation

2011-03-08T18:11:00.009-05:00

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"My all time favorite meditation is a small, moist
piece of chocolate cake eaten with exquisite attention
and tremendous gratitude. Any time we are fully present
in the moment we are meditating" - Joan Borysenko

Pisces New Moon

2011-03-04T19:34:00.009-05:00

All my Pisces Sun and Moon signs. This is
your New Moon. So dream and feel it up.

For the rest of us. So many ways to
celebrate the Pisces New Moon.

Go to the river, lakes and Ocean near you.
Collect shells.
Say hello to Yemanya, Aphrodite, Oshun.
Burn Blue, Dolphin, Mermaid candles.
Allow yourself a good cry.
Share your feelings with someone you have
wanted to for a while.
Pretend you are a Mermaid or Merman.
Draw a healing bath for yourself.
Ponder Atlantis.
Wear shades of blue on you.
Write a love letter to a relative/friend
who has crossed over.
Write or speak affirmations toward your secret dreams.
Swim with the Dolphins. (Something I dream
of doing.)
Begin a Dream journal to write down your
night dreams.

Whatever you wish to do on The New Moon in
Pisces, just allow yourself to do.
Remember feel your feelings.

Wishing you all a beautiful New Moon!

Dreamy Thursday : Mori Girls

2011-03-03T12:52:00.028-05:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday and Happy March.
I can feel that Spring energy starting up.
So looking forward to Spring.

This Dreamy Thursday is on Mori Girls style.
The Mori Girl Style comes from Japan. If you
look at the clothes, for me they harken back
to fairy tales, victorian era and vintage
romantic style. Mori comes from the Japanese word "Forest".
Literally it means Girl from The Forest.

It's all about layering clothes with soft
and earthy colors including colors of whites, greens
browns and blues. Using aprons, ribbons, flowers, shawls,
hats, scarves,lace, granny boots and slippers. Your
makeup natural and easy.

What caught my eye when I first saw it, it
reminded me of my love of long flowing skirts
and romantic looking fashion. When I look
at Mori Girl style I think of the lovely
clothes from Magnolia Pearl and of Tasha Tudor.

Mori Girls is a life choice for some. With technology
speeding along, sometimes you want to get
back to simpler things. Where you create with
your hands, read from an actual book and
spend time out in nature. For more inspiration,
check out morigirl.blogspot.com

If you want to adapt a Mori Girl look
for yourself. Remember layers, skirts and
anything that makes you feel romantic.
I'm sure there is a bit of a Mori Girl in
everywoman. BTW, all these lovely pictures
I found online.

If you like to write a guest post here at Swan of Dreamers
on what makes you feel Dreamy.Please e-mail me at
Jettswan@gmail.com for all the details.
It can be on any topic. I love to have you here.
Wishing you a Mori Girl Dreamy Thursday.

3 years old.....

2011-02-28T20:45:00.026-05:00

Happy Monday. I'm posting so late,
it has been a busy two days for me.
Not so busy, that I don't have time
to acknowledge that today is my blog's birthday.

Swan of Dreamers is officially 3 years old.

A big thank you to all my subscribers and blogging friends
Coming here to share your thoughts and love with me.

Here's a Toast to Swan of Dreamers.
And to all of you for sharing in my blogging adventures!!

update: Swan of Dreamers' blog birthday is on
Feb 27th, not the 28th which I originally written.
Things have been super hectic lately
for me. I was off a day. Still, looking forward
to all the new things I want to bring this year
to Swan of Dreamers.

Dreamy Thursday: Rainy Days

2011-02-24T12:00:00.003-05:00

Happy Dreamy Thursday, everyone.
I haven't posted since last Friday,
a lot of adventures have been going on
that took me away for a few days.
I'm back on my favorite day: Thursday.
Today's Dreamy Thursday is my love of
Rainy Days.

For me, it started as a girl. I enjoyed
playing outside with my friends.
When rainy days came, sometimes
we play under our buildings
where we lived. There were other days,
when no one wanted to come out.

I get restless and wanted to be
outside. I pop on my bike,
and ride in the rain. The way the
skies were a beautiful gray, how the
rain felt on my skin, the fresh air
brought by the rain entranced me.

I am still hooked on rainy days.
While other people, howl and scowl at
the rain. I am happy. As I grew older,
the Rain captured my imagination deeper.

I could take a walk in the rain to
feel my thoughts;or, stay in to gaze
at the dreamy dark sky. The rain brings
solitude, peace and creativity to me.
If it rains on my birthday, even better.
To me it's a sign of Good luck.

Rainy Days are magical to me to.
There are some days, I feel I
can walk into another world.
Perhaps, even run into a water
faerie or two.

If you like to write a guest post here at Swan of Dreamers
on what makes you feel Dreamy.Please e-mail me at
Jettswan@gmail.com for all the details.
It can be on any topic. I love to have you here.
Wishing you a Dreamy Thursday.

Big Winter Moon

2011-02-18T13:00:00.001-05:00

It's Friday and a Full Moon. That is
an extra pack of juicy goodness.

This Full Moon has many names. What fits
best this year to me is Big Winter Moon.
NYC has been getting socked with storm after
storm for weeks now. Finally, the snow is melting!!

The Big Winter Moon brings in a Leo Full Moon.
All my bright and majestic Leo Sun and Moon Signs
out there, it's your Moon. So live it up.

Leo Energy is all about success, joy, sunshine,
wealth, power, healing and fame. Fame is sometimes
seen as a dirty four letter word. There is of course
the shadow side of Fame with a descent into drugs,
drinking, and loss of self.

There is also the beautiful side
of Fame, which I love. Being able to do what
you love and be recognized for it, using your
Fame to highlight social causes and other projects
near and dear to your heart.

For me, this Full Moon is all about attracting
good Fame my way for my acting and other
creative projects I have in the works.
Give my creative dreams a fiery boost. We all
can use a sunshiny energy glow from time to time.

I'm wishing all of you a majestic and delightful
Full Moon.

Dreamy Thursday : Charles & Irene

2011-02-17T12:45:00.008-05:00

Happy Thursday, everyone. If it's Thursday, it must
be Dreamy Thursday. This week's installment is on the
screen couple of Charles Boyer and Irene Dunne.

One of my very first posts here was about the movie Love Affair (1939).
Charles is the world famous playboy Michel Marnet
and Irene is Terry McKay. They meet and fall in love
on a cruise despite being attached to other people. And
then they plan to meet up again at the Empire State Building
in Six months. What happens next? You may already know
since Love Affair has been remade twice into
An Affair to Remember (1957), Love Affair (1994) and of course
influencing Sleepless in Seattle (1993).

Love Affair is one of my favorite movies. I adore Charles and Irene
together. To me, they sparkled on screen. About three months
ago, getting rid of my cable. I was searching for ways to
watch classic movies online. Lo, and behold, on You Tube I found
out Charles Boyer and Irene Dunne made two other movies!!!

It was like having an Early Christmas Present.

They reteamed to play in the a truly weepy romantic drama
When Tomorrow Comes(1939).
Charles is pianist Philip Changal and meets Irene Dunne
who plays Helen Lawrence, a singer turn waitress. Helen
is heading a strike for waitresses at the restaurant she
works at. She serves him lunch and catches his eye. Helen
wants no part of Philip, especially since she mistakenly thinks he
works for management at the restaurant. Phillip won't give up;
Helen falls for Philip's suave charms. Can this couple last?
For my more romantic souls, you may want to have a tissue or two on hand.

Finally, Charles and Irene finished their trilogy
in the delightfulTogether Again (1944). Irene Dunne is Anne Crandal
,a mayor of a small town. They call her Lady Mayor.
She took over the office after the death of her husband
who was the original mayor. When the statue of her husband
is hit by lightening. Her stepdaughter demands the statue
be rebuilt. Anne had to go NYC to interview a new
sculptor. Guess who the sculptor is?
Of course, it's Charles Boyer as George Corday. Once again,
Charles and Irene do a merry chase of love.

Clicking on the movie titles, will take you to watch the movies.
All three films have different plots and themes.
Charles and Irene make it all seem so effortless and real on
screen. They are spectacularly dreamy together.

Here's a little something so you can see the magic in action
from Love Affair.

Do you enjoy Dreamy Thursday? You can be a guest blogger
here at Swan of Dreamers on what makes you feel Dreamy.
Please e-mail me at Jettswan@gmail.com for all the details.
It can be on any topic. I love to have you here.

Valentine's Day Wish

2011-02-14T12:05:00.019-05:00

On This Valentine's Day,
I celebrate Love in all it's Beautiful Expressions.

On this special day, make a wish for Love in
whatever area of your life that you need. Then let
the wish go and allow Love to manifest the way it needs to.

Wishing you all a Happy Valentine's Day

Dreamy Thursday : Unicorns

2011-02-10T16:59:00.026-05:00

It's Thursday! That means it's Dreamy Thursday
at Swan of Dreamers.
Today, I'm sharing my life long Dreamy love
for Unicorns.

Since I was a girl, I've always been enchanted
by Unicorns. Growing up I had Unicorns shirts,
clocks, pendants. Even now, I have a Unicorn
that I wear on me every day.

They seemed to me out of all the mythical creatures
the most beautiful, kind and wise. They are healers
and protectors. I love them in all colors:
White, Black, Silver, Purple.
Some swim in water and others fly high in the sky.

Deep in my heart, I believe somewhere
out there, the Unicorns still run free.

Of course, the legends here in the West say you have
to be pure of heart or a virgin to see them. I still have
a bookmark I got at 13 with an Unicorn on it.
(I still love it, though it's faded now.) What my
Unicorn bookmark said I believe is the truth about Unicorns.

You have to Believe in them first to be able to
see them. Once you truly believe, they will come
to when you least expect it.

Do you believe like me? Perhaps one day, you will
see one or two of them. They will appear to you on
a sunny day or on a moonlit night. When you see them,
don't be shy. Say hello. To show themselves to you,
that means they believe in you, too. A great honor indeed.

If you like to write a guest post here at Swan of Dreamers
on what makes you feel Dreamy.Please e-mail me at
Jettswan@gmail.com for all the details.
It can be on any topic. I love to have you here.
Me and The Unicorns wish you a most Happy and Dreamy Thursday.

Personal Flow

2011-02-08T11:35:00.014-05:00

For the past week, in my book of Affirmations,
I have been writing a Happy List
every morning and night. Things that make
me happy. You can call it a gratitude list.
I like the name Happy List. Makes me smile
just thinking about it.

I'm doing this to celebrate what makes me
Happy. Also, to keep myself upbeat and in my
own personal flow.

Along with my Happy List, I write intentions
along with my affirmations. My intentions
are simple. For example:

I intend to be happy today.
I intend to be lucky and in flow today.
I intend to attract creative job opportunities today.
I intend to be a money magnet today.

Here are some of my affirmations and statements:

I am welcome everywhere.
I am juicy and alive.
I am filled with light.
Sunshine kisses me with Golden Energy.
Beautiful clothes come my way.
I am surfing in waves of fortune

You get the picture. I write my intentions and
affirmations at least 13-20 times for
each one. A lot of unexpected gifts, being at the right
place at the right time, meetings and
luck has been coming in more for me.
Along with that, I feel my energy get brighter.
This has been working for me.

For some it's visualization, meditation,
prayer, yoga, tai chi. Whatever
you can do to put yourself in harmony
and in your own personal flow, helps you
to make you life smoother.

Especially when things are tough in your life,
you need to this even more. I know,
from experience. When you are in your
own flow, life is better for you; also,
for the people around you.

To end on an even Happier note, here
is my Happy List for this morning:

Finding two Blue Bloods series books, eating pork chops,
money uncovered, blue skies, wild full hair, my long skirts,
sparkly nail polish.

Wishing you all a Day of Happiness.

Abundantia

2011-02-05T18:06:00.002-05:00

I draw my Goddess cards daily.

Abundantia came out. Did I need to see her and feel
a kiss of optimism. Abundantia is The Goddess
of Prosperity in all forms. The term Lady
Luck comes from her

In her hands, she has the Horn of plenty.
If you are feeling stressed about money or any
form of prosperity. Just think about and
imagine what you want for your Horn of Plenty.
Do this for at least 3-5 minutes, you feel
more relaxed and in flow in no time.

Uploading again the style according to your
sign that I posted on Monday, that didn't come
out for some reason. Hope you can see it now.
(Click on the image to make it bigger.)

Have a Great and Prosperous weekend everyone.

Dreamy Thursday : Judy love

2011-02-03T16:05:00.001-05:00

Happy Thursday! Welcome to Dreamy Thursday.
I was re-reading a book on Judy Garland
that I have which is chock full of pictures.
I love Judy. She is one of my all time favorites
since I was little girl.

I saw this picture of to me a lovely and hopeful Judy.
It made me feel happy and dreamy all at the same time.
Wanted to share this picture with all of you.

Are there special things, place, people, etc that
give you that dreamy feeling? Would you love to share it
with others? I'm opening up Swan of Dreamers for Guest Bloggers.
Please e-mail me at Jettswan@gmail.com for all info.
I love to have you here.

Have a Beautiful and Dreamy Thursday.

New Moon in Aquarius

2011-02-02T12:12:00.019-05:00

This week is packed with big celebrations.

Let me wish Happy Imbolc and Candlemas to all.
(Depending on which one you celebrate)
Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year of the Rabbit.
Word on the street is the Groundhog didn't see his shadow.
Early Spring is on the way. Yipee!

Today is also The New Moon in Aquarius.
Since I'm Aquarius, I take this as my special New
Moon.

What to do on a New Moon?
You can write yourself a prosperity check.
Clean up a long neglected part of your home.
Make a creative list of things to accomplish this month.
Start a new health or meditation routine for yourself.
Begin a seed fund for a luxurious item you have been craving.

Since Aquarius is the sign of Freedom and Vision.
Make a Freedom list for yourself. Things you
want to do, say or see to make you feel more
free and in flow.

I can't speak for every Aquarian, I know I hate
silly and limiting rules. I feel once in a while,
we need to break out and make our own rules. Be
you own Guru!

Whatever you do for this New Moon, make it fun,
nourishing and happy for yourself.

PS. I know for some people, they couldn't see
the fashion guidelines picture for all the signs that
I posted on Monday. If you want a copy, I am happy
to send it to anyone who wants it.

Monday Sky

2011-01-31T17:11:00.014-05:00

Happy Monday, everyone.
I am serious Winter baby. Even for me, I'm almost
tired of this snow. NYC is going to get another snowstorm
tomorrow. This is the 8th one so far!!

C'est la vie.
I wanted to share with this little gem I scanned
from an magazine in the 90's. It's all
about dressing in connection to the element of
your sign.

Click on it to make the image bigger.
Something fun for the start of the week.

Dreamy Thursday: Victoria Magazine

2011-01-27T12:13:00.022-05:00

Thank you all for the Birthday wishes and love.
I had a wonderful Birthday! I went to see The King's
Speech on my day. Excellent movie. If you haven't seen it,
I highly recommend it.

Today is Thursday, my favorite day. This means it's
Dreamy Thursday here at Swan of Dreamers.

Last night I was mulling over what should I write
about for Dreamy Thursday. I had a lot of ideas.
Then it was staring me in the face. At my bedside,
I had stack of older issues that I am re-reading
of one of my favorite magazines: Victoria.

If you know Victoria, then you understand
why I'm devoted to this beautiful magazine. I
found Victoria Magazine in late of 1997 at my
local stationery store. From that first issue,
I was entrance by the beauty, elegance and
well written articles in it. Victoria is chock
full with homes, fashion, books, entrepreneurs,
food, travel, artists-in-residence and so much
more.

When Victoria closed down in 2003, it felt like
an old friend had left me. Victoria knew my
romantic soul like no other. Then in 2008, she
came roaring back to life which left me and
so many other fans cheering.

I've been rereading my January issues from
the past to the recent one I got today.
Please go on over to Victoria Magazine
and check it out. Maybe, even try a free trial issue.
You will not be disappointed. I scanned a few images
for all of you from January-February issues from 2001-now.
Enjoy.

Are there special things, place, people, etc that
give you that dreamy feeling? Would you love to share it
with others? I'm opening up Swan of Dreamers for Guest Bloggers.
Please e-mail me at Jettswan@gmail.com for all info.
I love to have you here.

Have a Beautiful and Dreamy Thursday.

Birthday Celebration

2011-01-24T05:50:00.013-05:00

(Me at 11 months old in this pictured weathered by the sun!)

Whoo!!! YAY! It's My Birthday.

I love Birthdays. My own and other's people
Birthdays. It is a day to celebrate who you are.
Whether it's small or big celebration. You should honor
yourself on your birthday. Your birthday is
a divine appointment that was made to usher
you into this beautiful and crazy world.

Want to know how old or young I am?
Depending on your point of view.
Because I think of myself as just me,
the age is a number.

I'm 42!! Yes, I am. The same 42 which
is the answer to the ultimate question of the
universe according to writer Douglas Adams
from Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy. ( A great
series, by the way)

So hopefully by my next birthday, I figure
out what that is!!

I have accomplished a lot in my
life and there is way much more to do.
I'm excited to see what 42 brings to me.

Sending love to all my fellow Aquarians.
Even if your's not birthday, celebrate your
unbirthday.

I'll be away for a few days and be back for
my Dreamy Thursday post.

Wishing you a wonderful Monday and rest
of the week.

Now here is Kool and The Gang to get this Party Started right!!

Dreamy Thursday : StyleLikeU

2011-01-20T15:31:00.015-05:00

YAY!! It's Thursday. Happy Thursday. That means
it's Dreamy Thursday.

I celebrate things, people, places..whatever that
makes me feel dreamy, inspired and juiced up.

One of my favorite places online is Stylelikeu
I'm quite mad for this place. Basically they are videos
of regular people talking about their own personal style.
What's so cool about it is the styles range from glam to
vintage to boho to minimalism and everything in between.
Showcases women and men of all ages, races, background.

It's a delightful place. It inspired me to think about
my own personal style and how it reflects me. My style is
what I call Romantic Gypsy. I love long flowing skirts,
gypsy earrings, scarves, shawls, granny boots, moccassins,
and peasant blouses.

Me just talking about Stylelikeu doesn't do it justice. So follow
the link two paragraphs above and go on over.
I know you'll be just as fascinated as I am.
You may even find your style twin there as well.

Here is one for you to watch now. A sistah named Elfee
whose style I loved.

Elfee Duquette for stylelikeu.com

Do you have something special that give you that super Dreamy
feeling? Love to share it with others. Contact me at Jettswan@gmail.com
to do a guest post here for Dreamy Thursday.
I love to have you here.

Wolf Moon

2011-01-19T00:04:00.006-05:00

Happy Full Moon.

It's our first Full Moon of 2011. This moon shines in the
sign of Cancer. All my Cancer sun and moon sign babies
this is your moon to shine. Use it well.

This Full Moon has many different names but I like the
name of the Wolf Moon. Though we have the mystique of the
Lone Wolf. Wolves are really family orientated creatures.
That totally fits with the Cancer moon. Cancer which is water
energy is all about family, homes, healing and feelings.

If you want to celebrate this Full Moon

* Take a healing bath.
* Burn blue, white, silver or moon shaped candles
* Reach out to old friends and family to let
you know how much you care.
* Watch romantic or inspiring movies to encourage you.
* Spend the night tuning in to your intuition. Do one
action you got from your intuition.
* Let your wild side out for a day or two. Be outrageous.

Of course, these are just suggestions. Whatever you want
to do on this Full Moon is what you feel guided to do.

Happy Full Moon to you all.

Dream Thought #34 :Creativity

2011-01-17T12:39:00.012-05:00

Almost always, the creative dedicated minority
has made the world better. -Martin Luther King, Jr.

Dreamy Thursday : Words and Letters

2011-01-13T11:39:00.015-05:00

It's Thursday. That means it's Dreamy Thursday
here at Swan of Dreamers. Where I talk about people,
places, objects, etc that give me that extra special
dreamy glow. That inspire and enrich my soul.

Honestly, yesterday was a challenging day for me.
I woke up this morning feeling just tired. As the
sun rose higher, so did my spirits.

Now, on to the Dreamy Thursday. A few weeks ago I saw
Bright Star (2009) about the romance of John Keats and Fanny Brawne.
What I loved most about the movie is that
Keats' poetry and letters is used through out.
There is one letter that captured my heart.
Actually, it's on my list to commit to memory.

I wanted to share this with all with you.
Hey you never know when reciting Keats will
come in handy.

This letter is from John to Fanny, Summer 1819

Ask yourself my love whether you are not very cruel
to have so entrammelled me, so destroyed my freedom.
Will you confess this in the Letter
you must write immediately,
and do all you can to console me in it—
make it rich as a draught of poppies to intoxicate me—
write the softest words and kiss them that I may at least
touch my lips where yours have been.
For myself I know not how to express my devotion to so fair a form:
I want a brighter word than bright, a fairer word than fair.
I almost wish we were butterflies and liv'd but three summer days
—three such days with you I could fill with more delight
than fifty common years could ever contain.

Now, that is a letter! After you finish this post,
go back to read the letter out aloud.
The words flow with beauty and love.
Makes my heart sing.

If you like to join in on the fun on Dreamy Thursday.
To share what makes you feel Dreamy.
I'm opening up Swan of Dreamers to guests posts.
Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com for all the info.
I love to have you here.

Two years....

2011-01-12T14:28:00.011-05:00

Two years ago today, I was sitting in
Rockefeller Center waiting for my headshots to be printed.

I was reading a book of poems by Emily Dickinson.
As the day went on, I began to feel strange.
Like something was wrong. I dismissed
it as me just feeling over sensitive that day.

Though I didn't know it then, my friend Sean had died.
I would learn of his death about ten days later.

When I look back on that day, I know now what
I felt was him leaving this world. Though he is physically gone,
the bond between us has not been broken.
Because Love Never Dies. If any one tells you different,
they are wrong!

This is for Sean. I will love you forever.

Lakshmi

2011-01-10T15:01:00.008-05:00

Happy Monday, everyone. I do a daily card of the day
from my Tarot and Goddess decks. Today, I got the lovely and luminous
Goddess Lakshmi.

Whenever I see her face, I start smiling. I feel like I just been
gifted with my own private rainbow. I wanted to share her with all
of you.

Wherever you are or what you are doing, remember that
being happy and full of good fortune is something that
we all can have. Celebrate and focus on the people, things
and events that make you Happy. A little bit of true Happiness
can help you through challenging times. (I know from experience)

Lakshmi and I are wishing you a Happy Monday.

Dreamy Thursday :Don Juan DeMarco

2011-01-06T09:27:00.015-05:00

In honor of my word of the year: Creativity, I decided
to do something different here at Swan of Dreamers.

Since Thursday is my favorite day, hence I have created
Dreamy Thursday.

Now, what is Dreamy Thursday? Every Thursday, I'm going
to write about something, someone, place, song, book, clothing,
etc that makes me all super dreamy inside. That feeling of
happiness, zest and nourishment that comes from something
touching your soul.

Along with creating Dreamy Thursday, I'm going to open
up to guests posts. If you want to write a post about what
makes you dreamy. It can be anything. As long as it truly makes
your heart sing.

I have never done guests posts. It will be an adventure for
me as well. Email me at Jettswan@gmail.com your idea, we can
go from there.

Now, on to my first Dreamy Thursday:

Don Juan DeMarco (1994). I saw this lovely gem when
it first came out and it has been part of my beloved movie
collection ever since.

What can I say about a beautiful movie that has Johnny Depp,
Marlon Brando and Faye Dunaway all to me just brilliant
in their roles.

What I love about Don Juan DeMarco is the idea of masks
we wear and what is reality? Who defines what reality is?
Do we define it or do we allow others to do so?

The story is simple, the greatest lover the world has ever
known, Don Juan DeMarco (Johnny Depp) decides to kill himself.
Waiting for his last duel to arrive, the cops call in Dr.
Mickler (Marlon Brando) to get him off the roof. He finally
convinces Don Juan that he is Don Octavio and he must come
with him to his villa to rest. That is where our tale
truly begins.

If you want to know more, watch the movie. All I can say
is that you will swept away with Don Juan as everyone else
is in the movie.

One of the many highlights of the film is watching Marlon
Brando and Faye Dunaway together. To me it's like watching
magic unfolding when they are on screen. They light up.
And, Johnny, Johnny...all I can say is what a man!

Of course, I have a clip for you. Enjoy. One day,
I hope to meet you one day on the island of Eros. (If you don't
know what I mean, you will after seeing the movie.)

PS.Here is one of my favorite lines:
"There are only four questions of value in life, Don Octavio.
What is sacred?
Of what is the spirit made?
What is worth living for?
What is worth dying for?
The answer to each is the same:
only Love."

Sending you all much love on a Dreamy Thursday.

New Moon Goodness

2011-01-03T18:10:00.007-05:00

So, are you ready for this new 2011?

Hope so, because it's here. I am partial
to January. I kind of get a double New
Year in a way with my birthday weeks away.

Tomorrow is the first New Moon of 2011.
Lovely Luna rises with Capricorn energy.
All my Capricorns out there, it's your special
New Moon.For all of us, it's a day to think,
do or plan on what you like to achieve in
January.

I know everyone is flush with new intentions,
resolutions and words for 2011. I say for
tomorrow do one thing/action toward your
word, resolution or goal. Pick something
you can do in thirty minutes or less.
Making things easier for yourself can help
you accomplish more.( I know that works
for me.)

How can I forget the Solar Eclipse as well?
Which I like to think of when the Sun and
Moon get to kiss up in the sky.

Enjoy your New Moon Tuesday.

New Year's Eve

2010-12-31T13:21:00.008-05:00

Wow, so now it's only a couple of hours till the New Year.

For me, I'm happy to usher in this New Year of 2011.
2010 was a hard year for me, as was 2009.
I had my back pushed up against the wall numerous times.
Or as I like to say,(being the Star Wars fan that I am)
I had to fight Vader again and again.

What I relearned this year will serve me the rest of
my life.

My word for 2010 is Breakthrough. I did just that.
My original intent for picking the word is to have
a breakthrough with my acting career. I did in small
ways which was good, not the big break I wanted.

What happened instead, I made huge breakthroughs with
dealing with my grief, eating patterns, finances
family and love. You know what I'm glad it all
happened even the most painful of it.

If you have chosen your word for the year, know
that it can manifest in ways you didn't expect.
So be prepared.

My word for 2011 is Creativity! Yay!!
There is so much I want to create and make real
in 2011. That is what I'm intending to do.

I'm wishing all of you a Wonderful and Bright
2011. I'll see you all right back here in the
New Year.

A Merry Little Christmas

2010-12-24T18:46:00.012-05:00

I'm wishing you all a Merry Christmas. Here
is a clip from the wonderful Meet Me in St. Louis (1944).
With Judy singing her heart out.

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For everyone who still honors the kid inside. Here is
my favorite Christmas cartoon. Frosty, The Snowman!!
Frosty

Here comes The Sun

2010-12-21T08:07:00.009-05:00

Last night, I woke up around 3am. I got to see the Lunar Eclipse.
The Moon hidden and glowing in a soft red. It was amazing. I stood
looking out my wide living room window transfixed.

Then I had my boyfriend wake me up before sunrise. My home
faces the west, so I couldn't see the sunrise directly. I did
see the Moon set and the light of the Sun reflected in apartment
windows across from me. The sky began to lighten to a soft blue.
I played Here Comes The Sun by The Beatles and Hey Baby (New Rising
Sun) by Jimi Hendrix to greet the Sun. Though the Winter Solstice,
is known as the darkest day of the Year. From this day forth,
the days will get longer. Now, that's something to celebrate.

Today is Yule aka The Winter Solstice, A Full Moon, a Lunar
Eclipse and how can I forget, The First Day of Winter. There is
a lot of bright and powerful energy in the air. For me, I feel
like just soaking this all in quietly. Being this is the last
Full Moon of 2010, I'm in the mood to just relax.It has been one
heck of a ride this year.

Wishing you all a wonderful day and night. As always, have
fun on the this Yule Full Moon.

Happy Birthday, Jane

2010-12-16T18:11:00.023-05:00

I had a whole another idea for a post. Then
I found out earlier that today is Jane Austen's birthday.

How could I not show love to Jane. It is her 235th birthday.
Still looking good, Jane! Seriously, Jane Austen seems to
stay relevant even after two centuries. Amazing.

What is your favorite Jane Austen book? I know everyone
loves Pride and Prejudice. I enjoyed it too. My favorite
is Persuasion. This novel appeals to my romantic soul.
I do feel a kinship with Anne Elliot, the heroine of the book.
I guess I know all about having a good heart and being put
upon my others.

Captain Frederick Wentworth melts my heart when he finally
realizes what a dunderhead he is about his feelings toward
Anne.

This has to be one of my favorite passages in Persuasion.
I feel one of my favorite letters in all of literature.
Here is part of the letter Captain Wentworth sends to Anne.

I can listen no longer in silence. I must speak to you by such means
as are within my reach. You pierce my soul. I am half agony,
half hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings
are gone for ever. I offer myself to you again with a heart
even more your own than when you almost broke it, eight years
and a half ago. Dare not say that man forgets sooner than woman,
that his love has an earlier death. I have loved none but you.
Unjust I may have been, weak and resentful I have been,
but never inconstant.

Now, if you haven't read Persuasion. Do yourself a favorite
and read it.

Happy Birthday, Jane. Thank you for all your wonderful characters
who live in the novels that we all hold so dear.

Yemanya

2010-12-13T13:48:00.010-05:00

I had all these cool post ideas. It didn't feel right. I looked
at my altar where Yemanya sat for one of my cards of the day. She
said why don't write about me. I said of course. When a Goddess
suggest you write about her, you really should.

Yemanya is my Goddess of the day. I always smile when I see
this beautiful African Goddess. To me is she is a Mother
full of healing, love and magic. As my mentor who I call
Obi Wan says, she is the Mother Goddess of the Ocean.
Today is her one of her sacred days.

This image of her comes from Doreen Virtue's Goddess Guidance
Oracle Deck.

Beyond the words on the card. I feel Yemanya says Be ready
to dive into your own ocean of prosperity and success.
How do you do that? Do what you can today toward your
dreams and goals. When tomorrow comes, you get a knock
for an offer of a job, interview, opportunity, you will
be ready!To me preparation is half of being successful.

I know people are starting to focus on 2011. We still have
three weeks to go in 2010. A lot can happen in three weeks.
So don't write off your 2010 dreams yet.

Wishing you all a wonderful Monday.

Dream Thought #33 :Dreams

2010-12-10T14:28:00.009-05:00

I had an amazing dream last Thursday night.
A dream that has forever changed how I look
at life.

Sometimes we look for answers in our lives,
the answers lie in our dream world. Don't
discount your night time dreams, my friends.
They are a precious resource as we go through our
lives.

Emily Bronte said it best:
"I have dreamed in my life, dreams that have stayed with me
ever after, and changed my ideas; they have gone through
and through me, like wine through water,
and altered the color of my mind."

Sex and Mrs. X

2010-12-07T17:03:00.012-05:00

"Lipstick, Lipstick, Lipstick, remember those words.
A new lipstick shade can change everything."
Madame Simone (Jacqueline Bisset)

One of my favorite movies is actually one that was
made for Television. It's called Sex and Mrs. X (2000)
starring Linda Hamilton and Jacqueline Bisset. It's based
on a true story which makes it more delicious. Joanna (Linda Hamilton)
,in the midst of her marriage crumbling, gets an assignment to go
to Paris to interview the infamous Madame Simone(Jacqueline Bisset).
That is when the fun begins.

I can only say if you have never seen it, rent it or heck, even
buy it from Amazon. It's that good.

Of course, I have a preview. Enjoy.

New Moon in Sagittarius

2010-12-05T17:26:00.008-05:00

It is the last New Moon of 2010!

The New Moon is bathing in all that freedom loving,
optimistic and fiery Sagittarius energy.

All that lovely lunar light is there for us to
use in our own lives.

How?

Where in your life you need to feel free,
more hopeful or kick up your creative fires?
Think on that today and tomorrow and See
what your intuitive mind tells you. Then
shoot that arrow of action like Sagittarius
does and see what happens.

Happy New Moon, everyone.

Happy December

2010-12-03T11:04:00.007-05:00

It's finally December. The last month of 2010.

December to me is the month of light and miracles.

Whatever religion you practice, the light returns in one
form or another to the world.

How precious is light especially in the short day time
hours we have this month.

There is also your inner light. Have you been tending
to it? Or have you been sacrificing your light to shine
for others? No matter how much you care for others, you
have to keep your own light clear and strong.

Miracles happen every day. I think most of the time
we think it's going to be something big. I like to celebrate
the daily miracles.

When things are bad, someone says the right word to you
to keep you going. Or you buy something for a friend, it's
what they needed most right now.

If you need a miracle, ask for one. Allow yourself to
receive miracles. If you don't allow it, how will it
be able to come in for you.

When a miracle happens, no matter how big or small. Just
say thank you. Smile and remember that we are loved all
the time. Even if we forget sometimes.

Wishing all of you a December full of Light and Miracles.